Empathy Only Why am I not dead?:(

[may71]

That's awful.

Do you know his mum well?

 

[Court]

Yes, his mum was like my second mum. I go to his mum often. And we spend the day at his grave talking to him

 

[may71]

I'm glad that you have her in your life and that she has you. Like if she, or you, were the only one who loved him, it would probably be harder.

Is his dad around, or did he have any other family?

 

[Court]

I'm glad that you have her in your life and that she has you. Like if she, or you, were the only ones who loved him, it would probably be harder.

Is his dad around, or did he have any other family?

He didn’t, we both clicked especially in our teens because his dad passed away so we both had gone through trauma. My mum and his mum are friends too- I need to go see his mum actually

 

[may71]

I need to go see his mum actually

That would be nice

 

[Court]

That would be nice

It is. I’ll give her a call tomorrow to arrange something! Need to buy some flowers because I want to make his grave to look nice!

 

[Court]

Need to cry!

 

[may71]

Hugs Courtney

I hope I haven't made things worse by asking you about these things.

 

[Court]

Hugs Courtney

I hope I haven't made things worse by asking you about these things.

No, talking helps me!

 

[Court]

I checked on my mother, she’s sound asleep! I’m pleased/blessed

 

[may71]

Sleeping is good. It's hard to even appreciate how good it is unless you've had times when you can't sleep when you want to.

 

[Court]

Sleeping is good. It's hard to even appreciate how good it is unless you've had times when you can't sleep when you want to.

I’ve taken my melatonin for once!

 

[may71]

I've never tried melatonin. How do you like it?

 

[Court]

I've never tried melatonin. How do you like it?

It’s okay, gives me heart palpitations but keeps me asleep! I’m on two 40mg

 

[may71]

Is that something that you've been prescribed, or do you take that on your own?

 

[Court]

Is that something that you've been prescribed, or do you take that on your own?

My psychiatrist has prescribed it for me!

 

[may71]

Oh, ok. I didn't know that it's something that's prescribed. I think people can get this over-the-counter, at least in the US. Maybe UK too?

 

[Court]

Oh, ok. I didn't know that it's something that's prescribed. I think people can get this over-the-counter, at least in the US. Maybe UK too?

Possibly. But yes he gave me it to help my insomnia

 

[Court]

Panic attack

 

[may71]

Oh that's awful. Do those just happen randomly?