Empathy Only Why am I not dead?:(

[may71]

I really don’t want to be here, but I can’t leave my mum

I hope there's a way that things can get better so that you'll feel ok with being here.

 

[may71]

But me loosing my best friend is really hitting me again I can’t do this without him

Yeah, that's awful. It sounds like he was really nice.

What was your favorite thing about him? Just that he understood?

 

[Court]

Yeah, that's awful. It sounds like he was really nice.

What was your favorite thing about him? Just that he understood?

We did everything together, literally. Even at school. He was there for me during college and stuff

 

[Court]

I hope there's a way that things can get better so that you'll feel ok with being here.

Just hoping my medicine kicks in

 

[may71]

Do you have a favorite memory of him?

 

[may71]

Just hoping my medicine kicks in

I hope so too. How long ago did you take it, and how long does it take before it starts to work?

 

[Court]

I hope so too. How long ago did you take it, and how long does it take before it starts to work?

I literally just took it, should take 25-30 minutes

 

[Court]

Do you have a favorite memory of him?

Yes, my phone screen is me and him graduating college.

 

[may71]

I literally just took it, should take 25-30 minutes

That's pretty fast acting, but any amount of time is a long time if you're suffering.

 

[may71]

Yes, my phone screen is me and him graduating college.

I bet that was nice

Do you want to talk about that day?

 

[Court]

That's pretty fast acting, but any amount of time is a long time if you're suffering.

It sometimes takes longer but sometimes only takes 30 minutes

 

[Court]

I bet that was nice

Do you want to talk about that day?

Of course. I don’t mind!

 

[may71]

Of course. I don’t mind!

That's good

It's always ok not to answer a question though if you don't want to. I'm trying to ask questions in the spirit of helping and talking to you

 

[Court]

That's good

It's always ok not to answer a question though if you don't want to. I'm trying to ask questions in the spirit of helping and talking to you

I did start to like him in a relationship way, but sadly I had telling him how I feel but he passed away a week before. Anyway!
Our college graduation was epic, full of happiness and sadness. We were both moving on with our lives, he was going to university I was starting my job in a salon! We both got a bit too drunk but had an awesome night! I remember it so memorable

 

[may71]

Did you see him or have contact with him after you both graduated?

 

[Court]

Did you see him or have contact with him after you both graduated?

Yes, we FaceTimed every day

 

[may71]

Yes, we FaceTimed every day

That's good

Did he live far away then?

 

[Court]

That's good

Did he live far away then?

Two hours

 

[may71]

Oh. It's not that long, but at the same time long enough to make it difficult to see him. Did you talk to him about the distance and how things would be after you both graduated?

 

[Court]

We was going to meet up ever other weekend if I wasn’t working and he wasn’t busy with his studies. We were meant to meet up, but then the day we agreed to meet, his mum told me he had passed away.