Why does no one give a fuck :(

[ellierose]

im out of hospital but i am dying tonight

 

[Waves]

I want todo the same. No one talks to me anywhere

 

[ellierose]

I want todo the same. No one talks to me anywhere

i am in so much pain x

 

[ellierose]

I want todo the same. No one talks to me anywhere

do you want to talk about whats wrong i care about you

 

[Waves]

I want todo the same. No one talks to me anywhere

My therapist dumped me because I was pro bono. She lied about taking me for free to be charitable. She used me to get her hours quickly for full licensure. And dumped me as soon as she could. She kept cancelling until poof. Gone I cannot afford paid therapy. Why should I? They lie and just give advice that I follow and am still depressed anxious and alone

 

[ellierose]

My therapist dumped me because I was pro bono. She lied about taking me for free to be charitable. She used me to get her hours quickly for full licensure. And dumped me as soon as she could. She kept cancelling until poof. Gone I cannot afford paid therapy. Why should I? They lie and just give advice that I follow and am still depressed anxious and alone

that sounds horrible and tough i feel for you. she shouldn't of done that and i am so sorry. can you talk to the charity about what this women did and if you could get it for free to continue recieving support? hugs

 

[Waves]

And suicidal. When I talked about wanting to die. She told me she is obligated to call police to take me to be locked up in hospital. So I can’t even talk about that pain anywhere with anyone. She is no seeing me anyways. When rejected by everyone including therapist I think it means I need to die.

 

[ellierose]

And suicidal. When I talked about wanting to die. She told me she is obligated to call police to take me to be locked up in hospital. So I can’t even talk about that pain anywhere with anyone. She is no seeing me anyways. When rejected by everyone including therapist I think it means I need to die.

we certenaly want you alive the pain will go with support and love, that must be so horrible for you the one person you thought you could open up to fucked you over. is there anyone else you can open up to friends, family?

 

[Waves]

The charity is a crisis center for sexual assault. They do not see mead being in crisis since they treated me already. I am screwed

 

[ellierose]

The charity is a crisis center for sexual assault. They do not see mead being in crisis since they treated me already. I am screwed

they should help even if theyve spoken to you before, what charity was it? have you tried any other ones?

 

[Waves]

My ptsd was started after being abandoned by everyone after I was terrorized. I was told I am collateral damage and no sympathy for me i tried to x myself and failed

 

[Waves]

I called all over. No money. No service

 

[ellierose]

My ptsd was started after being abandoned by everyone after I was terrorized. I was told I am collateral damage and no sympathy for me i tried to x myself and failed

i hear how upset and in pain you are. is their any way you can get support tonight?

 

[ellierose]

I called all over. No money. No service

have you heard of shout? free of service and free and all you have to do is text 85258 for emotional support with what your having troubles with

 

[Waves]

Mental healthcare is imao a business not treatment. Aga

 

[ellierose]

Mental healthcare is imao a business not treatment. Aga

or you can call Samaritans on 116123 for support

 

[Waves]

Shout? In UK? I am in USA

 

[ellierose]

ah sorry

 

[Waves]

Nooo I can’t. I am not in uk

 

[ellierose]

let me try find you some international support for today

 

[ellierose]

Nooo I can’t. I am not in uk

https://www.mhanational.org/get-involved/contact-us usa contact them