I feel like I’m treading water but the water is mud. I can’t dump everyone on everyone because not everyone is suited to hear what I have to say.
whenever someone disagrees with me, I feel as if I am the one always in the wrong and I am the one who always has to change. Because if I don’t, I’m the one that will lose friends. Or other relationships.
I wish I were like Mr. Spock of Star Trek. He never felt anything and he never let emotions get the better of him. Maybe that would be better. I’m tried of feeling this way; I’m tired of feeling, period.
whenever someone disagrees with me, I feel as if I am the one always in the wrong and I am the one who always has to change. Because if I don’t, I’m the one that will lose friends. Or other relationships.
I wish I were like Mr. Spock of Star Trek. He never felt anything and he never let emotions get the better of him. Maybe that would be better. I’m tried of feeling this way; I’m tired of feeling, period.

