BPD Support Thread

[Aurelia]

I'd probably be dead if I did that. lol

There's no way that would be enough to do any damage. Maybe enough to make you fall sleep for a while, and possibly throw up if you're opiate intolerant (sounds unpleasant, I know, but take it from me that the high after the fact is still worth it) but that's about it.

Did I say worth it? What I meant was "drugs are bad".

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

There's no way that would be enough to do any damage. Maybe enough to make you fall sleep for a while, and possibly throw up if you're opiate intolerant (sounds unpleasant, I know, but take it from me that the high after the fact is still worth it) but that's about it.

Did I say worth it? What I meant was "drugs are bad".

Eh, I sleep enough as it is. I need something that will do the opposite. And I mean legal drugs, so we don't get sent to the corner. lol

 

[Aurelia]

Eh, I sleep enough as it is. I need something that will do the opposite. And I mean legal drugs, so we don't get sent to the corner. lol

Oh yeah, whatever happened to that forum they made for us? The tavern. Anyone still go there or did it get deleted? And come on, you know I can't tell you any GOOD recommendations that are legal, silly. But then, I'm sure you already know the illegal ones as well without my saying so.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh yeah, whatever happened to that forum they made for us? The tavern. Anyone still go there or did it get deleted? And come on, you know I can't tell you any GOOD recommendations that are legal, silly. But then, I'm sure you already know the illegal ones as well without my saying so.

The tavern is still there, but no one posts there anymore. And I know what you mean, but a monkey may be spying on us. lol

 

[Aurelia]

The tavern is still there, but no one posts there anymore. And I know what you mean, but a monkey may be spying on us. lol

Dude, I already might have PTSD as it is, lol, don't give me any more ideas. Last thing I need right now is deluding myself that I'm being spied on by primates and someone ends up making a recording of it for the people in white coats.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Dude, I already might have PTSD as it is, lol, don't give me any more ideas. Last thing I need right now is deluding myself that I'm being spied on by primates and someone ends up making a recording of it for the people in white coats.

You know, the monkey man likes to watch.

 

[Aurelia]

Off topic...Lol @ Target Corp. insisting on calling their customers "guests". That's what I should have said when I got caught stealing and they called the cops on me in there years ago: "But I thought I was a guest and I was just making myself at home..."

 

[Aurelia]

You know, the monkey man likes to watch.

Sounds like my last sexual escapade.

No monkeys involved, though...lol. Just to clear that part up.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sounds like my last sexual escapade.

No monkeys involved, though...lol. Just to clear that part up.

Well, I really hope not

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

 

[Aurelia]

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If that doesn't work, there's always the option for a random piercing or tattoo.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

If that doesn't work, there's always the option for a random piercing or tattoo.

Sounds like a plan. Now let's scream really loud and wake up @Gwyrdd's drunk ass.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Or at least set up a safety net for when he passes out.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

He could have talked to me instead of drinking...then gone insane from listening to me and drink anyway. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Hey, now that my writing is more popular on the app, everyone can read my awkward sex scenes.

 

[Gwyrdd]

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Just @ me next time, damn.

 

[Gwyrdd]

He could have talked to me instead of drinking...then gone insane from listening to me and drink anyway. lol

Unfortunately, talking to other people already made me crazy, you couldn't have outdone these freaks. But I appreciate the offer

 

[Dope]

what app?

 

[Dope]

So, did anyone have a hard time accepting this Dx? Or feel like a horrible monster person? It took me a while, but it's pretty clear now. Explains a lot about why I'm so fucked up. Why I feel so goddamn shunned by everyone. What about anger? Anyone else feel deep anger?

 

[Gwyrdd]

So, did anyone have a hard time accepting this Dx? Or feel like a horrible monster person? It took me a while, but it's pretty clear now. Explains a lot about why I'm so fucked up. Why I feel so goddamn shunned by everyone. What about anger? Anyone else feel deep anger?

I have a hard time living with it obviously. But I was extremely happy to be given a reason for all my unreasonable feelings. And boyfriend understands why I do things, how to handle certain situations and that 99% of the time I do/say something hurtful it's not personal. So the diagnosis itself is a blessing imo. But I still hate that I have to deal with it.

Rage is my least presented trait. But just normal anger is ever-present at least somewhat.