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BPD Support Thread
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Benzo withdrawal wasn't all that physically painful, though the headaches were pretty annoying. The emotional side of it is why I use opioids for anxiety control now, cuz im not going through benzo wd again. Fuck that.
My FUNNIEST withdrawal was when I ran out of pain pills and developed premature ejaculation for the entire duration of the withdrawal lol.
My FUNNIEST withdrawal was when I ran out of pain pills and developed premature ejaculation for the entire duration of the withdrawal lol.
So everything went as well as I could possibly hope today. No issues whatsoever. Money added up perfectly, set the alarm, and locked the door. So I guess this means I'm officially an assistant manager now, with keys to prove it. Woo-hoo. 
Never in a million freaking years did I think I'd actually be able to do something like this. I really thought I'd absolutely suck at it. But turns out I've underestimated myself
Never in a million freaking years did I think I'd actually be able to do something like this. I really thought I'd absolutely suck at it. But turns out I've underestimated myself
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So everything went as well as I could possibly hope today. No issues whatsoever. Money added up perfectly, set the alarm, and locked the door. So I guess this means I'm officially an assistant manager now, with keys to prove it. Woo-hoo.
Never in a million freaking years did I think I'd actually be able to do something like this. I really thought I'd absolutely suck at it. But turns out I've underestimated myself
Never in a million freaking years did I think I'd actually be able to do something like this. I really thought I'd absolutely suck at it. But turns out I've underestimated myself
I just couldn't see myself taking on any kind of leadership role I suppose lol, because people generally tend to notice that I'm quiet and shy and like to take advantage of that. But luckily, everyone I work with isn't like that. There's fuckfag, of course, but even he listens when I tell him to do shit because he has no choice lol (and I bet it eats him the fuck alive that he's been there for 4 years and I've been there 3 weeks, bossing him around after I broke up with his ass :P)
I really can't stand being in quarantine with my mom. I already can't stand being with her much when I have time away from her. She thinks the quarantine means we can't leave the apartment to check the mail, throw away garbage, or do laundry. She's like "We'll just do it in the sink"...yeah it'll all fit in that tiny area. And having had to do that in the past, with no washer or dryer, I'm not doing it again. I snuck out to take the garbage out and hoping she wouldn't notice. She was sleeping for a bit but then she was up. And she was freaking out like someone died when I told her what I did. She says we'll get in trouble for that. Umm, there was no one anywhere on this floor or the bottom floor, so who would report me, a ghost? And I wore a mask regardless of that. I usually can breathe alright with them on, but I really can't now, but I wore it anyway. I already told her I'm not putting up with another 8 days of her acting like this. She needs to chill out and stop being so paranoid.