BPD Support Thread

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sounds like me except for the working part. Well, technically I'm a freelance writer who doesn't get paid yet. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Holy shit, I realized I'm scared of a lot of stuff. And I'm not really scared of Trump, he just annoys me. But clowns, aliens, and dogs can be scary, too. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

There was a longer list with about 100 phobias, and I ticked most of them off too. lol

 

[Aves]

We all do, lol, because we're BPD :P it's literally the dopamine (that we otherwise severely lack) suddenly rushing through our brains and making us happy. The exact same thing as if I really were on drugs again, lol. Dare I say that this is probably better than the aforementioned option, but not by much. Because in the end, I'm still making myself more fragile by making choices that help me avoid my loneliness rather than face it and accept it. But I'm sure you weren't looking for a psychologocal/philosophical lecture lol...so I'll end it there and thank you for the well wishes. I hope it goes well also, but based on what I know of him so far, I think it will.

P.S...did I mention he's also really tall and part Norwegian?... 😍😍😍 (Okay, shut up, Feeling Brain; go distract yourself with something shiny or some shit.)

True I literally used to want to end past relationships so I could find that giddy feeling again with someone else but I don’t do that now. It’s ok I quite enjoy my forum lectures . Are you going anywhere specific with him or just meeting him for a coffee or something?

 

[Aves]

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Holy shit, I realized I'm scared of a lot of stuff. And I'm not really scared of Trump, he just annoys me. But clowns, aliens, and dogs can be scary, too. lol

My main phobia is statues, like I think they can be beautiful but they just freak me the fuck out. The bigger they are, the more scared I am. I have it with taxidermy as well.

 

[Aves]

My main phobia is statues, like I think they can be beautiful but they just freak me the fuck out. The bigger they are, the more scared I am. I have it with taxidermy as well.

Oh and crowded places definitely, especially when I’m not in a good place mentally. That’s when all the attack paranoia and fears come in.

 

[Aves]

Even just looking at this picture makes me feel weird

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

My main phobia is statues, like I think they can be beautiful but they just freak me the fuck out. The bigger they are, the more scared I am. I have it with taxidermy as well.

Yeah, taxidermy can be weird...I don't really like looking at dead things. Like I can only be at a closed casket funeral. And statues can be pretty big and a bit intimidating.

 

[Aurelia]

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Holy shit, I realized I'm scared of a lot of stuff. And I'm not really scared of Trump, he just annoys me. But clowns, aliens, and dogs can be scary, too. lol

Only things for me are deep water because I can't swim and humans because I'm allergic to morons.

 

[Aurelia]

Public speaking, I'm sure I'd be a bit nervous, but definitely not to the point I'd try to avoid it anymore at least. And "not being good enough" used to be the case, but also not anymore. I've experienced so much truly paralyzing fear in my life that I finally realized there's really nothing to be afraid of with most things. Whatever happens, happens. Nothing you can do about it; that's life. Of course, you still have choices and you don't want to make reckless ones, but you also don't want to live your life being afraid. I've done that for years on end, and thankfully, it's helped me learn and grow.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Public speaking, I'm sure I'd be a bit nervous, but definitely not to the point I'd try to avoid it anymore at least. And "not being good enough" used to be the case, but also not anymore. I've experienced so much truly paralyzing fear in my life that I finally realized there's really nothing to be afraid of with most things. Whatever happens, happens. Nothing you can do about it; that's life. Of course, you still have choices and you don't want to make reckless ones, but you also don't want to live your life being afraid. I've done that for years on end, and thankfully, it's helped me learn and grow.

Lol I wouldn't want to be the focus of attention for so many people. Yet I wouldn't mind being famous, so I'm weird like that. lol

 

[Aves]

Public speaking, I'm sure I'd be a bit nervous, but definitely not to the point I'd try to avoid it anymore at least. And "not being good enough" used to be the case, but also not anymore. I've experienced so much truly paralyzing fear in my life that I finally realized there's really nothing to be afraid of with most things. Whatever happens, happens. Nothing you can do about it; that's life. Of course, you still have choices and you don't want to make reckless ones, but you also don't want to live your life being afraid. I've done that for years on end, and thankfully, it's helped me learn and grow.

Yeah I always used to say “failing” when people ever asked me what my biggest fear was but it’s not really the case now. I’ve learnt that it’s much better to try and achieve something and fail rather than not do it at all and gain nothing.

 

[Aves]

Yeah, taxidermy can be weird...I don't really like looking at dead things. Like I can only be at a closed casket funeral. And statues can be pretty big and a bit intimidating.

See now I’m actually quite interested in dead things I’m hoping that doesn’t come off as creepy as it sounded in my head lol. I always wanted to work in a funeral home, especially preparing the bodies and doing the embalming and all that sort of stuff. I guess I have a macabre curiosity for that kind of thing

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

See now I’m actually quite interested in dead things I’m hoping that doesn’t come off as creepy as it sounded in my head lol. I always wanted to work in a funeral home, especially preparing the bodies and doing the embalming and all that sort of stuff. I guess I have a macabre curiosity for that kind of thing

No, it doesn't sound weird or creepy. I think it could be interesting.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Wow, guess I'll never be moving to California unless I become rich. The housing prices are insanely high, I mean like millions of dollars for a house. So yeah, I basically have to get famous before I even move there if I can. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I love writing, and my dream job is to make movies, but looks like I'll have to go somewhere less expensive to live my dream.

 

[KM76710]

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Holy shit, I realized I'm scared of a lot of stuff. And I'm not really scared of Trump, he just annoys me. But clowns, aliens, and dogs can be scary, too. lol

As I age and things start falling apart and going wonky I admit scared of one, disease especially ones that zap and sap the quality of life.

 

[Aurelia]

Well, I was wrong...again. New guy is a judgemental douche, and so I'm back to square one. The more this happens, the gayer I think I get.. so any amazing females can feel free to step in at any time.

 

[Aurelia]

Just had some idiot message me, saying, "I'm fully vaccinated and beginning to dip my toes back into into dating scene..."

Wow...and only about 2 years after the fact...you rebel, you.

Seriously, I think I'm going to write a book called Stupid Shit People (Mostly Men) Say On Dating Sites.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Well, I was wrong...again. New guy is a judgemental douche, and so I'm back to square one. The more this happens, the gayer I think I get.. so any amazing females can feel free to step in at any time.

If you're looking for amazing, then I'm not a good candidate. lol