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Rocky, the key words here are "little girl"........how can a little girl be held responsible for that.......that's because she's not. Keep working with your therapy and this thought will go. Take care
I don't know the story but anything that happened when you were just a little kid shouldn't leave a cloud over your head. You may regret how something went, but don't hold yourself accountable for it now.