Down a path

[1964dodge]

broken into pieces

if you are broken into pieces you can be like humpty dumpty but . unlike humpty you can be put back together again, and we will help. you have been through a lot this year, enough to break anyone. you are brave and you can make it through this.

mike....

 

[seabird]

if you are broken into pieces you can be like humpty dumpty but . unlike humpty you can be put back together again, and we will help. you have been through a lot this year, enough to break anyone. you are brave and you can make it through this.

mike....

Thank you mike. It's people like you that make the world a brighter place.

"you are brave and you can make it through this."
lol This is true & it was my brave self that got me into this situation.
seavird needs her nest on the cliffs.​

 

[seabird]

Welcome to the club. It doesn’t help that it is freezing cold

lol tanks Waves

Luckily, I see family members fairly often (son & daughter). I'm grateful my husband & I are talking.
The weather for us here has been moderated by a warm Pacific airmass. It is raining - when a week ago temps were way down below zero. I love rain. ☔️

 

[seabird]

Today I remembered sitting on the warm sand in the sun. The wind was picking up but it was still so nice. The air sweet with ocean in every breath. The loud waves were rolling and rolling in & silly me trying to draw them, laughing at my puny self. And thinking well, now would be a good time for a hug. Except I didn't ask, because I thought I shouldn't interrupt their space.

 

[seabird]

I'm thinking anout renting out my house and my cat. It'd have to be to a person who loves cats, as well as practical & robust enough to handle an old house and a yard. How do I advertise and not get swamped with people - I don't know. Tthere's a lack of housing around here & it is hard to know who's going to take care of stuff, & who's clueless & careless.

 

[1964dodge]

I'm thinking anout renting out my house and my cat. It'd have to be to a person who loves cats, as well as practical & robust enough to handle an old house and a yard. How do I advertise and not get swamped with people - I don't know. Tthere's a lack of housing around here & it is hard to know who's going to take care of stuff, & who's clueless & careless.

i think the best way is to advertise and then screen very carefully. the other way would be to go through a realtor. either way i would make the lease for only 1 year at first so you can see how they do. it may be a good idea to ask for a little more than you want so you have a little extra for repairs plus make sure you get a security deposit. where are you going to go?

mike...

 

[iloverachel]

Today I remembered sitting on the warm sand in the sun. The wind was picking up but it was still so nice. The air sweet with ocean in every breath. The loud waves were rolling and rolling in & silly me trying to draw them, laughing at my puny self. And thinking well, now would be a good time for a hug. Except I didn't ask, because I thought I shouldn't interrupt their space.

 

[seabird]

craving stuff
I shouldn't do

 

[Lane]

craving stuff
I shouldn't do

I hope you can be kind to yourself. I know it's hard to do. Maybe this will help with the cravings. I hope you have a decent weekend.

 

[seabird]

Thankyou @Lane

I hope your weekend is nice as possible.

 

[KM76710]

craving stuff
I shouldn't do

Wishes that the cravings leave you and soon.

 

[seabird]

Thank you @KM76710 . It's backing off. It's been a strange week.

 

[seabird]

I guess after months of not getting any clearer, any less cowardly, that it's time to move. It's a shame, and it's scaring me too, to leave an idea of oneself. That's all hollowed out now. It is a familiar, known carapace. I wonder if it makes hermit crabs or spiders sad when leaving their exoskeleton.

 

[seabird]

Some days just aren't good.

 

[seabird]

Got through yesterday and last night. No s h. No nightmares.
February is almost over which usually means my state of mind will improve.
I might get some help with my situation. I know I won't beat this, now. I'm betting on trading one flavour of crazy for another. Maybe the other kind will be less painful.

 

[KM76710]

I hope for you to have improvements coming up with the new month arriving soon.

 

[1Lefty]

I hope things are ok today

 

[seabird]

thank you @1Lefty . I hope you are doing alright.

It's complicated, but + or - okay. On the edge of needing either meds or a number of cocktails. I don't have either in the house.

 

[seabird]

Seems I've made a step today, into the unknown future.

 

[KM76710]

Seems I've made a step today, into the unknown future.

I hope the path takes you to good new places of possibilities.