i would put in my emergency box...
> a picture of John my male best friend
> a picture of Ness Ness my female best friend
> a picture of my baby girl Ice-my rat, and nails-my birdie
> my fishtank seeing as pictures of it look awful but it looks pretty and cheers me up
> my favourite movie "Chocolat" because it reminds me of my life
> my favourite songs out of every genre especially im a raver baby by dj rankin or nothing would make me smile
> a new book
> sims so i can kill somthing or hurt something other then something living
> a mulberry incense stick
> toffee because you can take anger out on it
> paper to tare into little pieces
> one dose of my anti depressants
> 20$ so i can get a haircut...they always make me feel refreshed and new
> my rubber ducky from a friends birthday
> apple and mango juice
> my love wrap from youth insearch camps
> my favourite lipstick
> a picture of my pa
> a pack of sour skittles
> a family block of peppermint chocolate....its good to indulge
> my love necklace my aunt bought me from china
> a green apple
> the valentines card i bought for a friend but never gave to him
> 100$ to go shopping for clothes
> a picture of my nanna
i think that is all for now....i will start on it tomorrow when i wake up.....
i was having a really bad night tonight/day have been crying for no reason for at least 5 hours now....
but i'm happy i have sorted part of my life out.:biggrin:
thank you for the idea...
now i just have to go buy a plastic storage box :rolleyes: from work so i can put everything in it...
i swear that this site has helped me way to many times for me to be proud of...making me stop cutting and even stop thinking bad thoughts about commiting suicide and such other things...
i love you alls... xxoo
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