How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

I feel ever so slightly defeated right now.

 

[Windhover]

I've a strange combination of muted, fleeting feelings along with slight anxiety and resignation.

 

[KM76710]

I really think I may have colon cancer, but can't get to a gastro until 6/25. Then there would be a wait until a colonoscopy, then a wait until any kind of treatment. Am already miserable enough. Don't know how much more I can stand. May need to keep my method handy.

It is bad how the health system works, or rather so often just does not work. Everything seems to move at a snail's pace except for the bills coming in even if you are lucky enough to have insurance that somewhat works, sometimes.

 

[may71]

I feel ever so slightly defeated right now.

Sorry it's like that. You're welcome to explain why if you'd like to.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Nowadays I look forward to waking up every morning. I have things to do, things to accomplish. So nowadays I actually look forward to waking up each morning.

Woah..that's really good. Happy for youu..😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Just want to die!

🫂🫂Sorry....

 

[nicktheundoer]

This morning I can neither pee or poop. Why can't they figure out what is wrong with me

I'm so sorry....🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm not feeling good all weekend with everything that is going. I have no insurance anymore. I even worked yesterday to keep mind busy. I don't know how much longer I can take bad things happening. I don't know if I'm going to last a month.
Last my ex wife asked for more money. I didn't respond cause i don't feel I should. I payed all the utilities and gave here a 1000. I alssryo told her I would go food shopping to make sure kids are eating. I don't know what to do. I'm just a homeless piggy bank to her. I need month to get enough money to get a place but will never happen if she runs me dry. Its so messed up my life. Sry for the whining. . That's for who needs a hug.

Im sorry.. I hope it works out at the end..just hang in there..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Every time I start to relax, the crying starts. I have been super tight lately and it’s probably my unconscious resistance to feeling my emotions or my body.

it'll be okay..

 

[Mid Night]

This morning I can neither pee or poop. Why can't they figure out what is wrong with me

I'm praying that you'll receive the medical care you need.

 

[Mercedesgirl]

Not great today, every emotional weekend with a good friend. Had some very negative thoughts on the drive home, havent had those in a long time and it scared me and didnt feel good. I talked to my friend last evening for a good couple of hours and feel slightly more at ease, but I need to keep that black dog at a distance.

Glad I have you guys to 'talk' to, thank you x

 

[1964dodge]

Ok here are lots of hugs for you

thank you

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Hugs to you Mike..

thank you @nicktheundoer

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

hugs Mike



peace

thank you

mike....

 

[Windhover]

I'm feeling quite bad but I know others have it worse. I'm broken; lack any sense of confidence because of anxiety. Should've taken myself out 2 years ago

 

[Aurelia]

Much of the time when people speak to me, I feel like I'm pretending to like them.

Hi,

I'm Tanya, and sometimes I'm unkind. When that happens, it means I don't like you.

 

[AvidFan]

Not had an easy day up to now. Seems whenever I think I could just do with a day of getting through the motions, all hell breaks loose...

 

[crowgarden]

I feel nothing. my head is so empty.

 

[Lostman85]

I'm feeling quite bad but I know others have it worse. I'm broken; lack any sense of confidence because of anxiety. Should've taken myself out 2 years ago

Sry to tell you this but glad your here and hope you know your not alone. Your there will always somebody worse off but doesn't mean what your going through doesn't matter. Cause it does. So try and be positive and I know its hard but try. We care bout seabird and know you are worth more than you know. Your needed in this world. Stay strong buddy your not alone in this fight.

 

[AvidFan]

I just don't know any more. Life is just constantly gaslighting me. Like today, someone at work basically started arguing that black is actually red (not literally, just challenging an accepted fact). Found myself questioning my sanity. So something I've been doing and telling people for 10 years and has never been questioned in that time isn't actually done that way? The trouble is this has been passed to higher ups and I fully expect them to come back and side with this person. My life is fucking ridiculous.