How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[MisterBGone]

*wink

 

[Walker]

I think as long as we keep it centered around this country

We have at least 15 countries that show up here every day so no one wants to read about US politics anyway. CNN should have a forum for people to fight at haha

 

[MisterBGone]

Let's keep it w/Iceland, then~

 

[MisterBGone]

I'm teasing. I don't even know, what I don't even know. . . (in all honesty!)
Religion, is where my primary area of 'expertise,' LIES ~ ~ ~
j/k! by-the-bye. ( ;

 

[1Lefty]

Tired of being rejected and hurt. My birthday fell on a Saturday two weeks ago. No birthday greetings at work but it is their policy to recognize everyone’s birthday. We had a sports day the following Thursday with hot dogs and all. The administrative assistant saw the reminder for my birthday on the annual calendar the following week and she decided that the hot dog lunch was my birthday celebration. Really? Does she really think I could not see through that? In summary there was no recognition of my birthday. Not even the annual birthday card. And they never asked me if I like hot dogs or can eat them. But today a coworker was recognized with a birthday sheet cake with her name on it too. So they went out of their way to order it and had her name put on it. I am a good person. A good worker. But I am the oldest. Over 60. It is like seniors have no value or feelings or worth.

It's late, but sincere -



Happy Birthday !

peace

 

[Aurelia]

Perhaps we should open a debate about politics? JUST KIDDING. Lol.

Or Starbucks getting rid of the Christmas cups for plain red cups...that was quite the controversy over a damn cup.

 

[AvidFan]

Truth. Some things are still "okay" to make fun of (age being one of them but there are others. I just dont want to start any arguing here). It's good that these things are slowing falling away though. You used to be able to really make fun of gay people not all that long ago (and still can in lots of places, I guess) but at least this stuff is now being seen for what it really is.

I have tried it. Can't say it did much. But at the moment I'm trying to clear system of benzos again. I know I can do it, I had 6 weeks off with no issues earlier in the year - multiple stressors ended up on the slippery slope of rescue doses and eventually a small dependence again. I'm meeting with my work mentor today to see if I can identify a strategy to make things as calm as possible until Christmas gives me a chance to rest and reset. Too many demands on me just now.

 

[Livelife]

Tired of being rejected and hurt. My birthday fell on a Saturday two weeks ago. No birthday greetings at work but it is their policy to recognize everyone’s birthday. We had a sports day the following Thursday with hot dogs and all. The administrative assistant saw the reminder for my birthday on the annual calendar the following week and she decided that the hot dog lunch was my birthday celebration. Really? Does she really think I could not see through that? In summary there was no recognition of my birthday. Not even the annual birthday card. And they never asked me if I like hot dogs or can eat them. But today a coworker was recognized with a birthday sheet cake with her name on it too. So they went out of their way to order it and had her name put on it. I am a good person. A good worker. But I am the oldest. Over 60. It is like seniors have no value or feelings or worth.

That's just inexcusable to begin with but even more so with there being a policy supposedly in place.
Happy belated birthday to you.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Slept through the night for the first time in a while. Took a spoonful of raw organic honey last night 30 minutes before going to bed, as I had read several articles about honey and sleep.

Working so far....

 

[Lane]

As they say everybody's got a tremendous sense of humor, until the joke is (significantly) on them.

Rofl

 

[Holding my breath]

feeling very low tonight. I’ve written all about it in my diary. Life never seems to give you any let up. It’s relentless.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

feeling very low tonight. I’ve written all about it in my diary. Life never seems to give you any let up. It’s relentless.

Yes, it can really feel gruelling. Writing in a journal is a great idea.

 

[TragicReality]

I'm so lonely, depressed and anxious. I'm here reading posts and hoping it helps. Hugs to everyone hurting out there.

 

[MisterBGone]

feeling very low tonight. I’ve written all about it in my diary. Life never seems to give you any let up. It’s relentless.

Hate to hear it, Holding. . . And Gee-whiz? I don't even know where they keep the diaries these days~ / but anyway(s), just know that we are all thinking of you - or at least I know I am! And... just really hoping that things settle down, and can remain calm for a good, long while. Even if that is unrealistic. Or Pie in the~ // STILL- it is & can be, what I am wanting & waiting, wishing & praying for-for You, my good friend! So I guess you guys don't celebrate our Holiday next week? We'll have to find some-thing else for you to look forward to... I mean, maybe you could still make the same meal? No? Even if it doesn't have the same meaning? Do children (really) know, or care - about the 'Tradition?' If not, then I don't truly see what you'd be 'amissing! ;D Peace. mr b

 

[MisterBGone]

Which got me to thinkin' / about that song / where she's a'singin --> (now what was it called again?)?
You keep sayin', you've got something for me... Something you call Love, But confess~
You've been a'messin, where you shuoldn't a benn a messin'? Now some-one else's gettin' All your best!

 

[KM76710]

I’m feeling really anxious. I’m speaking to my psychiatrist later today. A friend who saw how much I was struggling at the moment pulled some strings to get my appointment moved up and I feel unbelievably guilty about it.

I hope that you get the help you need and want and quickly.

 

[KM76710]

Frustrated and a little frightened.

Woke up gasping, my oxygen was 87 (this is low enough to cause problems)

Now, I am on a bipap AND oxygen, so idk maybe the oxygen concentrator isn't working? or maybe I need more liters?

will call the oxygen company in the morning to get them to come out and check the equipment, if that checks out I guess its back to the effing sleep doctor

FML

I hope they can get things fixed up and for improvements to come to you.

 

[Searchingforhope]

I hope that you get the help you need and want and quickly.

Thank you. It was very helpful. They’re going to switch out my meds, which I’m a bit scared about but hopefully will help me see some improvements.

 

[MAC0]

Well another day got over my food posioning still feel really down but I am trying to hide from my other issue said to mum today I am not even checking my email till the weekend to try and relax some

 

[1964dodge]

Like I want to end things I was already suffering from food poisoning but I then found out at 3am I have made a massive mistake which added a massive wave of depression and feeling like I should end things took my Sertraline at 5am hoping it would help so far no

i hope that you feel better soon. food poisoning sucks so i can understand why you feel depressed

mike,,,,