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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Ok I have some replies for a few different people/posts here, then I'll do my own post saying "how I'm feeling right now" 
It is, absolutely!
Please try to never doubt that
@1964dodge - Glad you're doing ok and that you got your dodge back home too! Congrats on that, I'm very happy for you
@Baywasp - Sorry to hear about that almost happening. I'm curious to know more about "what is going on" if you wanted to talk more about it (if not here then in a PM would be fine too, if you want) I hope you'll feel more like yourself soon though.
@iloverachel - Thank you so much for those very kind and generous hugs! So sorry I mean to say that in my last post, I try so hard to keep track of everything in replies but maybe I should just do individual replies to things instead so I never "miss" anything. Anyway I give you lots of big hugs back full of deep gratitude and everything else good/positive Hope you are well.
It is, absolutely!
Please try to never doubt that @1964dodge - Glad you're doing ok and that you got your dodge back home too! Congrats on that, I'm very happy for you
@Baywasp - Sorry to hear about that almost happening. I'm curious to know more about "what is going on" if you wanted to talk more about it (if not here then in a PM would be fine too, if you want)
I hope you'll feel more like yourself soon though.@iloverachel - Thank you so much for those very kind and generous hugs!
So sorry I mean to say that in my last post, I try so hard to keep track of everything in replies but maybe I should just do individual replies to things instead so I never "miss" anything. Anyway I give you lots of big hugs back full of deep gratitude and everything else good/positive Hope you are well.How I'm feeling right now is - sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. I guess that's maybe a bit of a "cliche" kind of thing to say, but I really and truly am. This is the worst, most brutal and miserable cold I have ever had in my adult life (would be "in my whole life" but I had bronchial pneumonia when I was 11 years old, it lasted for about 2-3 months and I needed antibiotics and an inhaler for it, so that one definitely does qualify as my "worst" cold ever) it has only been for about "a week" in actual time, but might as well have been a month for how long each of the days has seemed to drag on for.
Anyway really needing to just be feeling better when I wake up tomorrow. I'm about to have a bath, so hopefully that will seriously help my body do the healing it still needs to do to be "well" again. Trying very hard to stay positively focused but it is very hard right now. Really needing some lucky/healing kind of energy that is for sure.
Sending lots of hugs to any/all who are wanting them 
Anyway really needing to just be feeling better when I wake up tomorrow. I'm about to have a bath, so hopefully that will seriously help my body do the healing it still needs to do to be "well" again. Trying very hard to stay positively focused but it is very hard right now. Really needing some lucky/healing kind of energy that is for sure.
Sending lots of hugs to any/all who are wanting them
so appreciate you asking, thank you. 😺
Im still trying to process how all of this happened how this year I'm admitted at the hospital second time cause my vitals are quite bad. And it takes a while to find the cause. Now theres like all of my hormones are missing. The most difficult to handle being the low cortisol. I just know.. I even have to make medical ID card especially while being on hydrocortisone to replace it yano cause having low cortisol doesnt maintain your energy throughout the day at all. And I am just gradually using that like one tablet one time a week then go up to two, cause my cortisol doesnt remain to even above 300 mmol the whole day like it dropped two times so Im kinda pondering that is it the meds thats not long lasting or my cortisol just cant be replaced.
Say I took it at 6am, it made me feel alert and then by 2pm, my blood pressure would drop and heart rate begins to rise. If not those, my energy just basically drop like some kind of vegetable. Like I feel as if I lost control of things cause I'm too tired. Its day one after discharged and adjusting to all this needing medical id card and new hormones that are not natural.
I have been reflecting a lot abt maintaining energy, sth abt me feels sad that I lost that.
Im still trying to process how all of this happened how this year I'm admitted at the hospital second time cause my vitals are quite bad. And it takes a while to find the cause. Now theres like all of my hormones are missing. The most difficult to handle being the low cortisol. I just know.. I even have to make medical ID card especially while being on hydrocortisone to replace it yano cause having low cortisol doesnt maintain your energy throughout the day at all. And I am just gradually using that like one tablet one time a week then go up to two, cause my cortisol doesnt remain to even above 300 mmol the whole day like it dropped two times so Im kinda pondering that is it the meds thats not long lasting or my cortisol just cant be replaced.
Say I took it at 6am, it made me feel alert and then by 2pm, my blood pressure would drop and heart rate begins to rise. If not those, my energy just basically drop like some kind of vegetable. Like I feel as if I lost control of things cause I'm too tired. Its day one after discharged and adjusting to all this needing medical id card and new hormones that are not natural.
I have been reflecting a lot abt maintaining energy, sth abt me feels sad that I lost that.
You're welcome!
I wish they could have shielded you from all of that. That's the last thing someone needs while they're in the hospital.
I wish they could have shielded you from all of that. That's the last thing someone needs while they're in the hospital.
Really sorry to hear of this experience for you, @Baywasp ~How incredibly traumatizing that must have ben for you! ...& I'm just really glad to hear that, it didn't escalate any further then. Hope you can get past it, and forgive yourself for what ever role you'd played (I'm guessing they--the other party/ies; were the instigators, but no need to confirm or deny). . . Wishing you a better day, to-day~*