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TragicReality

TragicReality

I wish I could turn back time
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#111,584
#111,584
I hope nobody minds that I hang around the forums tonight. I'm waiting to hear if the police find my son. I'm hoping they make him go inpatient, I can't handle this threat of him k himself all the time. I've got to get up early for a phone meeting which wouldn't be happening if the areshole I rented a room from gave me my mail. I'm out of pain pills so with all this I feel like crap.
 
AvidFan

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
#111,585
#111,585
toomuchreality said:
I hope nobody minds that I hang around the forums tonight. I'm waiting to hear if the police find my son. I'm hoping they make him go inpatient, I can't handle this threat of him k himself all the time. I've got to get up early for a phone meeting which wouldn't be happening if the areshole I rented a room from gave me my mail. I'm out of pain pills so with all this I feel like crap.
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Sorry you're going through this. Hanging around here is what it's for. Wishing you the best with the situation.
 
AvidFan

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
#111,586
#111,586
seabird said:
@AvidFan I hope you can get a re-charge with sleep and dinner. So sorry the anxiety is persisting. Sending a good thought for peace to win over the anxiety, and wishes for a nice run soon too. I only we had a doppelganger for dealing with emotions.
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Thank you @seabird

Went to bed early and of course can't sleep. I'll try to rest at least.
 
KM76710

KM76710

Kangaroo Manager
SF Pro
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#111,587
#111,587
toomuchreality said:
I hope nobody minds that I hang around the forums tonight. I'm waiting to hear if the police find my son. I'm hoping they make him go inpatient, I can't handle this threat of him k himself all the time. I've got to get up early for a phone meeting which wouldn't be happening if the areshole I rented a room from gave me my mail. I'm out of pain pills so with all this I feel like crap.
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Hang around all you want and need to. I hope that all goes well for you and your son.
 
AvidFan

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
#111,597
#111,597
I'm kind of OK in this moment. I had back to back video calls all day, I can't even remember the first two, I was completely mentally gone and very nearly had to stop the calls because I couldn't keep awake and couldn't concentrate. Then later in the day, I did 2 more, finishing at 8.15pm, and feel reasonable, almost like my normal self. I wish I could just feel OK without the awful crashes, I never know how I'm going to feel morning to afternoon to evening let alone day to day, one minute exhausted, the next feeling OK, one minute feeling like I can't stay awake for another minute, then spending all night unable to sleep for a minute. Guess I feel all over the place really. I survived another day.
 
Holding my breath

Holding my breath

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SF Supporter
#111,598
#111,598
Felt exhausted all day but now can’t sleep. Mums funeral on Thursday and I still can’t quite get my head around it. Just doesn’t feel real. How can she be gone? We have chosen the music and hymn selection and I can’t seem to get one of the songs out of my head. It’s a beautiful song but not when it plays over and over in my head while I’m trying to sleep. I just want to be able to slip into sleep so that I don’t have to think for a while, but my brain is adamant that it won’t shut down.
Just feel a little in limbo.
 
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