How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[FlamingoWrangler]

Sad with the feeling of impending doom.

 

[AvidFan]

Sad with the feeling of impending doom.

😟

 

[TragicReality]

I'm in a state of panic/anxiety since i woke up. I can't do anything for either son I have. I just worry for my younger because the older is capable, working and has a place to live. He stopped talking and blocked me and my younger on Christmas.

My younger hasn't talked since yesterday. I want to give in to the urge to ask how he is, but I feel everytime we talk it doesn't help, he just wants to blame someone instead of going for help. If it wasn't so damn cold I might still be worried but less worried. He's 24. Was capabale of manipulating not just me. I have to find a way to stop myself... he knows if he doesn't text I worry more. I cant control anything, I need to remind myself this isn't in my hands anymore.

 

[Windhover]

I cant control anything, I need to remind myself this isn't in my hands anymore.

 

[1964dodge]

Very bad, and very alone

 

[KM76710]

Glad that it is the weekend and some time to rest up.

 

[Inastorm]

I finished a letter I was wanting to print up at the library and post today. I googled the times and im sure it said closes at 3pm. I woke up with a cold, and it was heavy raining, so I did a few things around the house. Got down to the library for 1.30pm and it was closed, then I went to the post office, as I had to post an ebay item, that was closed. I wanted to go to the chemist, and that was closed for lunch. Well, that was a right off, so ive come back to the house. Im not feeling very good mentally, I miss a particular person so much, that is who the letter is for. Feeling very alone.

 

[AvidFan]

I finished a letter I was wanting to print up at the library and post today. I googled the times and im sure it said closes at 3pm. I woke up with a cold, and it was heavy raining, so I did a few things around the house. Got down to the library for 1.30pm and it was closed, then I went to the post office, as I had to post an ebay item, that was closed. I wanted to go to the chemist, and that was closed for lunch. Well, that was a right off, so ive come back to the house. Im not feeling very good mentally, I miss a particular person so much, that is who the letter is for. Feeling very alone.

Sorry you had such a frustrating day and that you feel alone 😟

 

[Lane]

Sad with the feeling of impending doom.

I hope you feel better FlamingoWrangler and everything remains calm in your world.

 

[Lane]

I finished a letter I was wanting to print up at the library and post today. I googled the times and im sure it said closes at 3pm. I woke up with a cold, and it was heavy raining, so I did a few things around the house. Got down to the library for 1.30pm and it was closed, then I went to the post office, as I had to post an ebay item, that was closed. I wanted to go to the chemist, and that was closed for lunch. Well, that was a right off, so ive come back to the house. Im not feeling very good mentally, I miss a particular person so much, that is who the letter is for. Feeling very alone.

You aren't alone as long as you have us here at SF Inastorm. Sorry to hear that you had such a a rough day and I hope your cold gets better.

 

[AvidFan]

I'm trying to be relaxed. Found another potential roofer so have a plan of action for the coming week - along with keeping myself alive and keeping my mental distress as low as possible.

 

[Lonely dude30]

Alright I’m working now in one of my jobs

 

[TragicReality]

Besides putting my back out for lack of better way to describe it, from digging my car out of the snow, I've been worse. My main problem isn't my mental health right now, it's my sons. But it makes mine worse. I should talk to the psychiatrist soon because I've needed a bit more amitriptyline to get me to sleep and stop thinking of my son who keeps threatening to end his life. It's not a good thing to up it myself, and it's the highest dose, but I'd rather get a bit of sleep than lay awake worried about him and I cant control or do anything for him but listen, and he's past my listening or taking advice.

 

[SillyOldBear]

tired of being old, broken, feeble and tired

 

[LumberJack]

I’m anxious af. I lost my job due to economic contraction, which ultimately means I am going to have to search longer to find a new one.

 

[1964dodge]

I’m anxious af. I lost my job due to economic contraction, which ultimately means I am going to have to search longer to find a new one.

 

[AmberMarie]

So very tired! Tired of trying, tired of fighting. Tired of wishing, dreaming, and hoping. Tired is the only feeling i have left.

 

[AvidFan]

So very tired! Tired of trying, tired of fighting. Tired of wishing, dreaming, and hoping. Tired is the only feeling i have left.

I feel you.

 

[Inanimate]

I’m so fucking tired. I feel myself slipping away, as if it could go on forever… into oblivion. I feel that I’ve earned this, but, still, it’s not what I want, whatever that is. Nonetheless, what I want isn’t what will make me happy. Desire is merely a tool to justify suffering, and what you get is doomed to fall short of your expectations. This vast emptiness all around me is the one thing that’s tethering me to this tiresome reality. The notion that it could all change for the better if I just try. Fuck trying.

 

[Inastorm]

I feel very alone today. Its funny as I'm the sort of person who likes their own company at times. But I think the two concepts are very different, as you could be around lots of people and still feel alone. As someone has left my life, I rarely receive any phone messages anymore, once a week from my sister and a old work person every now and again. I feel very sad... the worse part is that its makes me feel sad that my sadness isn't recognised by a person I deeply care about.

I'm frustrated that the weather is pretty bad outside and with my cold I'm not wanting to tempt it getting worse by going for a walk in the rain and storm conditions. Everything feels very surreal and I don't quite understand why everything has turned to crap. At times I blame yourself and at times I don't, I know I am not a bad person. Though, its funny but I read an article somewhere, that serial killers don't think their bad people either!.

These things, life going badly, always seems to happen when your at your worse already, having a wobble with your mental health. Its like people recognise this and its all lions and antelope, a chance to thin out the weak - mental!