How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[LumberJack]

wish I could get to the thing that I'm avoiding. The intrusive thoughts about how awful life is and it would be better if I took my exit immediately, are making it so that I'm productive for about 5 min out of every hour. I've been up for approaching 3 hrs and I've only got the coffee made. The coffee is the first thing in my routine, as it is a pre-requisite for anything else, lol. Going to do my silent meditation practice and see how I feel after that. If the same as now, then will try a nap, but I need to get the car washed today as there is so much gunk on it that I'm worried about it scratching the paint if I leave it stuck on there.

 

[crowgarden]

i just hope 2026 is gonna be my last year

 

[Inastorm]

i just hope 2026 is gonna be my last year

Of pain and suffering, hopefully with some work and figuring out you can manage a bit better the following years.

 

[Lane]

Mixed feelings. Annoyed that the work meeting was right before we clock out. Can't shake feeling aggravated.

 

[SillyOldBear]

i just hope 2026 is gonna be my last year

I hope it will be my last also.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Hungry.

 

[Windhover]

Hating being depressed

 

[AmberMarie]

Very thankful i am in the last two hours of this year... Happy New Year everyone!

 

[ClassicsFan]

Thirsty.

 

[LumberJack]

I just rolled out of bed. The thoughts are already starting up and I’m realizing that it’s been a while now that the thoughts are a stressor in and of themselves- I have real stressors as far as my financial situation, and I think that not having a job is stressful aside from the money. Now, on top of that I’m fighting off the impulse to just give in and throw myself away.

 

[Inastorm]

Everything is very surreal and I dont really know what the fuck Im doing - that said, just had nice surprise, I cooked some spring rolls earlier and left them to cool down, where they have been sitting on top of the cooker for the last 6 hours. Was great, as I was hungry, yummy.

 

[puffymilk]

Anxious

 

[LumberJack]

Interesting. I feel, dare I say, good now . I just got out of therapy and I am trying a new poke place that I have been wanting to try. It’s on the way back from my therapist’s office, but otherwise it’s a long drive to just go eat and come back.

I think this is my favorite poke bowl joint in my area. Still have not found something as great as Ahipoki bowl in AZ, but this is promising. I also just noticed that my stomach and intestines don’t feel twisted into grotesque forms, so the kefir I’ve been pounding seems to have helped, along with the very green bananas.

 

[AvidFan]

Interesting. I feel, dare I say, good now . I just got out of therapy and I am trying a new poke place that I have been wanting to try. It’s on the way back from my therapist’s office, but otherwise it’s a long drive to just go eat and come back.

I think this is my favorite poke bowl joint in my area. Still have not found something as great as Ahipoki bowl in AZ, but this is promising. I also just noticed that my stomach and intestines don’t feel twisted into grotesque forms, so the kefir I’ve been pounding seems to have helped, along with the very green bananas.

Being unsophisticated and from the UK, I had to look up what a poke place and poke bowl joint were 😆 I was imagining all kinds of things from card and bowling games to less salubrious activities.

Glad you are feeling better 😀

 

[Inastorm]

Thats funny @AvidFan and @LumberJack as when I read the original post, I thought it was some food place at a bowling alley. I've just had to look it up too, looks very nice.

 

[LumberJack]

Being unsophisticated and from the UK, I had to look up what a poke place and poke bowl joint were 😆 I was imagining all kinds of things from card and bowling games to less salubrious activities.

Glad you are feeling better 😀

lol! Poke as in poh-KEH. Think sushi but with more ingredients and everything is mixed together in a bowl (for food, mind you!). It’s originally from Hawaii, but the poke on the continental states is its own style.

 

[AvidFan]

lol! Poke as in poh-KEH. Think sushi but with more ingredients and everything is mixed together in a bowl (for food, mind you!). It’s originally from Hawaii, but the poke on the continental states is its own style.

I have never understood the appeal of sushi (unless you count the live album by Fish, lol). But then I don't even eat cooked fish (strange behaviour for a cat, I know 😆). But glad you could enjoy something and combine it with your therapy trip!

 

[AmberMarie]

Uncertain

 

[Windhover]

I have no idea, it's too much to figure out and tease apart. Diving into, listening to the music today, as I can't keep it all off limits like some kind of taboo forever. I might never listen to most of it again, but had to try. Will it dull the edges probably not.

 

[AnotherChristian]

Very thankful i am in the last two hours of this year... Happy New Year everyone!

Yes Happy New Year 🎉🎆