How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[AvidFan]

Trying to rest and relax today. To ease my nervous system static. Will do my exercises in a bit.

 

[Winslow]

Nowadays I look forward to waking up every morning. I have things to do, things to accomplish. So nowadays I actually look forward to waking up each morning.

 

[Windhover]

Guess I have to invite my needy friend to dinner. Somewhat resentful of having to do it but he is needy and desperate. I wish I didn't feel obligated.

 

[SillyOldBear]

I really think I may have colon cancer, but can't get to a gastro until 6/25. Then there would be a wait until a colonoscopy, then a wait until any kind of treatment. Am already miserable enough. Don't know how much more I can stand. May need to keep my method handy.

 

[PrincessPure]

I might be my own worst enemy. I never faced racism, but I’m racist towards me. I feel insecure talking to this country’s locals.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Bored, like I don't have much to do, or maybe I'm not in a creative enough mindset to think of something.

 

[LumberJack]

Every time I start to relax, the crying starts. I have been super tight lately and it’s probably my unconscious resistance to feeling my emotions or my body.

 

[LumberJack]

Bored, like I don't have much to do, or maybe I'm not in a creative enough mindset to think of something.

I have read that boredom can give rise to creativity. Eventually your mind will come up with something. I can’t say I have experienced this. I’m never bored because my anxiety and OCD take up so much time that I hardly get done what I need to do, like pay bills and file taxes. 🫤

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I have read that boredom can give rise to creativity. Eventually your mind will come up with something. I can’t say I have experienced this. I’m never bored because my anxiety and OCD take up so much time that I hardly get done what I need to do, like pay bills and file taxes. 🫤

I know the feeling, I'm usually anxious so it's nice when I'm just not feeling as much of anything. Maybe I should be thankful for being bored

 

[nicktheundoer]

I’m emotionally okay today, but I ended up injuring a ligament from my arm to my shoulder... it hurts a lot and I can barely move now, right when I was finally staying focused on the gym :')

Hey..I'm sorry..did u go to the doc?

 

[nicktheundoer]

A bit worn from carrying sadness and pain and ready to set them down

🫂🫂I'm sorry..I know how that feels.. probably everyone here does..little hugs from me..

 

[Lane]

I really think I may have colon cancer, but can't get to a gastro until 6/25. Then there would be a wait until a colonoscopy, then a wait until any kind of treatment. Am already miserable enough. Don't know how much more I can stand. May need to keep my method handy.

Thinking of you @SillyOldBear. You're going thru so much and my heart goes out to you. Please stay safe.

 

[sparkie]

Nothing matters, so why not ?

 

[Lostman85]

I'm not feeling good all weekend with everything that is going. I have no insurance anymore. I even worked yesterday to keep mind busy. I don't know how much longer I can take bad things happening. I don't know if I'm going to last a month.
Last my ex wife asked for more money. I didn't respond cause i don't feel I should. I payed all the utilities and gave here a 1000. I alssryo told her I would go food shopping to make sure kids are eating. I don't know what to do. I'm just a homeless piggy bank to her. I need month to get enough money to get a place but will never happen if she runs me dry. Its so messed up my life. Sry for the whining. . That's for who needs a hug.

 

[Lostman85]

Nothing matters, so why not ?

You matter that's why. Hope you stay safe.

 

[sparkie]

You matter that's why. Hope you stay safe.

Thank you.
But is it so ? I have a hard time buying in to it. Guess that's why I am here.
I see all the destruction around us, and think' "what's one more little piece"
Ultimately the world goes on. With distance, nothing matters.

 

[SillyOldBear]

This morning I can neither pee or poop. Why can't they figure out what is wrong with me

 

[SillyOldBear]

I just want to die!

 

[SillyOldBear]

I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Just want to die!

 

[AvidFan]

I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Just want to die!

Sorry you're struggling @SillyOldBear I wish there was something I could do for you. Or just be there to hold your hand or sit with you for a bit.