How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Aurelia]

If I don't eat, I want to take nicotine; if I don't take nicotine, I'm addicted to cough drops; If it's not cough drops, it's coffee; if it's not coffee, I'm watching something violent; if I'm not watching something violent, I'm listening to violent music. I need You, my heavenly Father. In Christ Jesus. Amen.

 

[may71]

I wish there was something I could do to help all of us heal

I think you're doing a lot by participating on the forums. More than you know.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sorry you are suffering @nicktheundoer

Thanks Avidfan..I hope it passes...

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

Thanks May..🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Fucking devastated lately.

Hey dear, what happened?

 

[nicktheundoer]

If I don't eat, I want to take nicotine; if I don't take nicotine, I'm addicted to cough drops; If it's not cough drops, it's coffee; if it's not coffee, I'm watching something violent; if I'm not watching something violent, I'm listening to violent music. I need You, my heavenly Father. In Christ Jesus. Amen.

Hey dear friend....you can find peace in Jesus Christ,I guess..please pray.... I'll pray for u as well..🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sad. Yesterday I double checked with my friend that she'd be watching Eurovision with me like the last 5 years . It's always been a good laugh. Of course she said. It's started and I messaged to ask if she's ready. Phone is off - single tick, messages not going through. So I'm watching on my own feeling abandoned ☹️

 

[nicktheundoer]

Too much pain. And always tired.

🥺🥺🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Wanting an ending

Hey,stay...I wish it will get really really better for u.....stay, dear friend....someone needs u...🫂🫂🫂

 

[Lostman85]

Feelings that I can't say. Been doing research but can't say for what. Im very suicidal and really hope I can help someone before my life disappears. I wish I wasn't such a ashole in my past. There is so much I would've changed. I just want to end this pain. If anyone is hurting (hopefully not like me) and needs a hug or talk im here for ya. I could probably use a talking. I want to be gone and alone of people want that for me to. It makes people happy.

 

[Windhover]

I think you're doing a lot by participating on the forums. More than you know.

I'm not sure my participating has done anything good for anyone. Well no, I did donate a few dollars to the website so that counts.

As for what I've said here, I have written too much and solidified my shame and depression.

It is however nice of you to say, thank you may71

 

[AvidFan]

I'm not sure my participating has done anything good for anyone. Well no, I did donate a few dollars to the website so that counts.

As for what I've said here, I have written too much and solidified my shame and depression.

It is however nice of you to say, thank you may71

You've done me a lot of good, it's good to have you here, though sorry you have this view of yourself. I wish I could make it go away for you!

 

[AvidFan]

Anxious. It looks like I might be about to lose a large slice of my income because of an AI-driven background checking process that has completely stalled and dropped me in limbo, with neither Checkr (rubbish) or the hiring company taking any ownership. Got completely lost repeating myself with a support system run entirely by "Autonomous AI". So I used AI against it and found the right trigger words to ensure it would exceed its guidelines and escalate to a human operative. But now feels like I've rocked the boat. I had 3 days until the check was cancelled forever and no clue whose responsibility it was to do what - or even why this was happening as my background is completely vanilla and no complications!

 

[BlackSheep 007]

close to 2 - 3... really down. Why is everything sometimes so difficult...?

 

[Lostman85]

I'm not sure my participating has done anything good for anyone. Well no, I did donate a few dollars to the website so that counts.

As for what I've said here, I have written too much and solidified my shame and depression.

It is however nice of you to say, thank you may71

Your a strong individual who has alot of great things ahead. You have done alot of good here helping people and saying nice things to people who are struggling. Don't think its bad to write you struggles on here its what it is for. Hang in there good things are coming for you.

 

[Lostman85]

Anxious. It looks like I might be about to lose a large slice of my income because of an AI-driven background checking process that has completely stalled and dropped me in limbo, with neither Checkr (rubbish) or the hiring company taking any ownership. Got completely lost repeating myself with a support system run entirely by "Autonomous AI". So I used AI against it and found the right trigger words to ensure it would exceed its guidelines and escalate to a human operative. But now feels like I've rocked the boat. I had 3 days until the check was cancelled forever and no clue whose responsibility it was to do what - or even why this was happening as my background is completely vanilla and no complications!

I hate the technology these days. Its ruining alot people with jobs and even kids with there brains with these games. So I understand the frustration. Adding the prices of everything. Its horrible. You get through this cause you are a kind good hearted strong individual. Don't let the machines bring you down. Keep pushing forward.

 

[Lostman85]

close to 2 - 3... really down. Why is everything sometimes so difficult...?

Everything difficult cause your a good person. Bad things always happen to good people but things will get better. It takes time. You just got enjoy what you got while you got it. Life is like a roller-coaster. Just got to ride it out. I hope you have a good day and night.

 

[Lane]

Feelings that I can't say. Been doing research but can't say for what. Im very suicidal and really hope I can help someone before my life disappears. I wish I wasn't such a ashole in my past. There is so much I would've changed. I just want to end this pain. If anyone is hurting (hopefully not like me) and needs a hug or talk im here for ya. I could probably use a talking. I want to be gone and alone of people want that for me to. It makes people happy.

I believe that stress, depression, suicidal thoughts skew persons thinking. Your children do need a dad. Please try to have a tiny bit of faith that time will pass, things change and get better, but it doesn't happen overnight. Thinking of you @Lostman85

 

[Lane]

Back from my cruise and really trying to keep a level head about my relationship. Part of me likes my own time but I want to share things with someone too. Its just a matter of it being the right person.