I am feeling extra sad; lonely instead of alone. I'll have to choose a place to move pretty soon now. Moving is dismal and it sucks, and this time I"ll likely be going even farther away from the ocean. I'm trying to console myself with a promise to travel, to visit the ocean, but not sure it'll be in the budget in future.


Although it’s about the best I can do, I wish I could give you more than virtual hugs. This too will pass, and so will the next thing after that. Maybe it’s a harsh mercy of mother nature that no one is here forever.
I think that the sadness is able to serve a purpose, though. I haven’t thought that one through yet, but in a quick sketch, what would life be like without sadness? I am not trying to say everything is perfect, but rather that it gives life a dimension of depth that would be lacking if everyone was self sufficient on their own.
Man I wish I knew who put the philosopher’s kool-aid in my water bottle today. 🤪
