Hello. I haven't tried writing a thread before so not sure if I'm doing it right, but I hope I'm expressing myself so that you can somehow understand what I mean. I've had negative emotions for many years, which have worked out fine, but I suppose the last couple of years have been quite trying in this aspect. Somehow everything I do in life feels gray and dull. Not much interests me. The education I'm taking is boring and so is the jobs I've had. There isn't really anything else I want to do, everything I can think of doing for the rest of my life seem so uninteresting and boring. I don't particularly feel happy being with most of my friends and I don't like to be with my family either. Things I once felt at least some joy in doing doesn't really spark any emotions at all. I never get angry either. Everything just feels kind of heavy and I don't have any motivation towards anything but doing nothing feels just as awful. Well I'm not really sure where I'm going with all this but I guess I really wish there was something I could burn with passion about. It's not that I've particularly given up on life but it seems as if life doesn't really have anything in store for me - not trying to be poetic or anything. Thanks for taking the time to read this. If you don't mind I'd like to hear some of the things that you are passionate about, no matter how small or major a thing.