Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?

[JMG]

My sis calling yesterday, and that I’m feeling better about her again. That’s always a nice thing to feel. Hopefully she will be able to meet us in a week or 2 so we can give her the baby things.

 

[Inanimate]

I don’t know whether to judge the effectiveness of my antidepressant by my mood or my actions. If I’ve improved my life, and I’m willing to continue, could my medication be helping even if my mood suggests otherwise? I’ve tried numerous antidepressants that have done nothing more than numb the sadness temporarily before I adjust and inevitably suffer another bout of obsessive suicidal ideation. Even now after taking esketamine for about a year and having gone back to school, I still think I’m better off dead—no longer painfully aware of my thoughts, emotions, individuality, and identity, but I’m hopeful at least!

 

[Shelly]

I’m thinking of getting a gym membership.

 

[Windhover]

I'm thinking about how can I change in to a decent person who at least doesn't put themself down several times a day.

 

[Baywasp]

I haven’t seen my neighbor’s bike sitting outside since the day I “accidentally” bumped it over when it was left on the sidewalk

 

[nicktheundoer]

"Sometimes even to live is an act of courage." — Seneca

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Why does it smell like Spam in here

 

[Shelly]

I made instant ramen but instead of using the flavor packet, I used bonito powder and miso as soup base, added egg and kimchi as a side dish, next time i’ll add vegetables and probably mushrooms, probably a quick chicken stir fry.

it’s definitely a whole lot better than the salty spicy packet it came with. It tasted a lot of umami, more flavor depth.

 

[Windhover]

Why does it smell like Spam in here

😂
ty for making me lol Witty

 

[Windhover]

daydreaming about travel

 

[KM76710]

Why does it smell like Spam in here

I still fondly remember back when cans of SPAM had more of that jelly/jism or whatever the hell that fluid in the can was. Yes, I AM weird.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

😂
ty for making me lol Witty

Glad I could make you laugh Fortunately it doesn't smell like that in here anymore. lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I still fondly remember back when cans of SPAM had more of that jelly/jism or whatever the hell that fluid in the can was. Yes, I AM weird.

I thought they still had that stuff in there, or maybe that's just not the name brand ones :P

 

[Shelly]

I get the ick whenever someone refers to their psychologist as a “shrink.”

 

[Windhover]

I'm going back at some point, which will be extremely strange but good. It will not be a nightmare, though anxiety tries to tell me it will. Gives me something to think about on walks and runs.

 

[Shelly]

Questions where not even AI gave me a satisfying answer.

What was there before big bang? what triggered it?
If the universe is expanding, what is that space? Is there an area that the universe has yet to occupy? Is there more space outside the space occupied by the universe?
Was big bang bound to happen? Was there something else that could have happened instead?

 

[full]

If positive and proactive action not seen on part of my doctor this morning, I give up. I plateued oxy use. Does not help as much anymore and body screams more and more.

 

[Suyon]

There are nights when I miss versions of myself that nobody ever knew except the late hours.

 

[Inanimate]

Trite phrases that “need to die” in [current year]:

“It’s okay to not be okay.” Not okay is not okay.

“Hurt people hurt people.” Makes me want to hurt people.

“It gets better.” I think that one really died; oops.

“You must be fun at parties.” Alive, well, and ironically boring and uninviting.

 

[Aurelia]

Trite phrases that “need to die” in [current year]:

“It’s okay to not be okay.” Not okay is not okay.

“Hurt people hurt people.” Makes me want to hurt people.

“It gets better.” I think that one really died; oops.

“You must be fun at parties.” Alive, well, and ironically boring and uninviting.

I'm laughing a bit. I agree with every point you made.