I'm back to dsbm aka depressive suicidal black metal, they makes me feel calm...and I feel like they're not negative or pessimistic, but just real...
Thy Light...No Morrow Shall Dawn...
Don't blame me haha but I
sing dsbm while doing math homework.

I'm a unnoticed.
DSBM.... Now there was something I never really got into. I like black metal (mostly 90s stuff, yes I'm old), but I was already depressive and suicidal enough. It was good weed music back in my stoner days. Used to get high and let my mind drift with the trace-like drone. Took some pretty epic mental journeys.
WAITTTTT...NIGHTWISH?!! Anette?
OK Nightwish...my favourite band and I'm dying to attend their concert...
It was even the first concert of my life, I was 15yo, and it changed my life.

Very emotional.
Hey, I was 15 when I went to my first concert, but it was nowhere as cool as Nightwish. I saw the Presidents of the United States of America. If you never heard them, they were a goofy one-album wonder, grunge-lite band who had a few novelty hits in the mid nineties. It was a fun night out, but yeah, not exactly the coolest first show. lol
My Nightwish experience was ten years later, I saw them on the Once tour, just as they were starting to break-out internationally, well, outside of Europe anyway. I'd discovered them via Century Child, the album before that. I heard "End of All Hope" on a late night radio show on some long forgotten and probably gone station. It was so bombastic and dramatic, and I just fell for Tarja's voice instantly.
The weird thing about the show I saw was that it was part of her final tour with the band before that UGLY break-up, yet it was by far the happiest concert experience I've ever had. So many smiles (as opposed to the posturing and scowls at SO many metal gigs), lots of Nemo toys from the Disney movie, Finding Nemo, in the audience. The band were tight as hell, Tarja and Marco's voices were in top form, the vibe was just great. It's a memory I'm VERY pleased to have.
Thinking about all this, I REALLY need to go see them next time they're in my area.