I am almost 30 and unemployed. My experience of life has never been that great. I am really shy, introverted, anxious, very pessimistic and an extremely negative thinker. I have no idea what I should do in life and I have no real interests. I have never been in love, never been in a relationship, never even kissed someone. Most importantly, I am unwilling to change. And I know that unless I change something, my life won't change on its own. An example of this is: I haven't been studying/preparing for any interviews. In fact, I shudder at the sound of my phone's ringtone now since I am scared of interviews. I have stopped participating in group texts with my friends because the question of my job hunt might come up. It is for the same reason I avoid relatives.
My simple question to the community is this: Why should a person like me continue to live? Isn't the best option for such a person is to end it?
P.S: I am not going to go through with it because: (1) I can't do that to my family, (2) I'm too much of a coward.
My simple question to the community is this: Why should a person like me continue to live? Isn't the best option for such a person is to end it?
P.S: I am not going to go through with it because: (1) I can't do that to my family, (2) I'm too much of a coward.