BPD Support Thread

[Aves]

I think I just worry too much that I come across as strange or disingenuous to others. Probably just thinking in overdrive again.

I’m sure you probably don’t, I know we haven’t spoken face to face but you certainly don’t seem like that to me. I like a little strange anyway lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I’m sure you probably don’t, I know we haven’t spoken face to face but you certainly don’t seem like that to me. I like a little strange anyway lol

Well then I think it would be easy to talk to you, because we'd both be acting the same way. lol

 

[Aves]

If I get reincarnated as a cat...haha.

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Oh God I would love to be a big old lazy cat lol

 

[Aves]

Well then I think it would be easy to talk to you, because we'd both be acting the same way. lol

Haha probably, I always go red right in the middle of conversations for no reason at all so that would be fun And then with you worrying about your face or voice we’d make a right pair lol

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Haha probably, I always go red right in the middle of conversations for no reason at all so that would be fun And then with you worrying about your face or voice we’d make a right pair lol

Yeah because you wouldn't be judging me for that stuff...well other people might not do that either, but I tend to think they do.

 

[Aves]

I know trauma never really goes away but I never thought that it could creep back in after working so hard to move on from it, does that mean it hasn’t fully been resolved or does it mean that it will never actually be resolved no matter how much work you put into it?

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I know trauma never really goes away but I never thought that it could creep back in after working so hard to move on from it, does that mean it hasn’t fully been resolved or does it mean that it will never actually be resolved no matter how much work you put into it?

It's hard to say, I mean mine comes back even after decades. I wish it would be gone already.

 

[Aves]

It's hard to say, I mean mine comes back even after decades. I wish it would be gone already.

Yeah it’s been a long time since stuff happened. I thought that I was done with it but I’m beginning to think that that’s never going to be the case. It seems to have reared its head again in the past year. I probably just need more therapy, I don’t know.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah it’s been a long time since stuff happened. I thought that I was done with it but I’m beginning to think that that’s never going to be the case. It seems to have reared its head again in the past year. I probably just need more therapy, I don’t know.

I can remember stuff from a really long time ago, and it's like I'm reliving the moment and I hate it. I hope it can resolve for you.

 

[Aves]

I can remember stuff from a really long time ago, and it's like I'm reliving the moment and I hate it. I hope it can resolve for you.

Thank you, I hope it can resolve for you too and I’m sorry it’s still so vivid. I just feel like nearly everything triggers me all the time, and not even stuff related to the trauma.

 

[anona123]

Thank you, I hope it can resolve for you too and I’m sorry it’s still so vivid. I just feel like nearly everything triggers me all the time, and not even stuff related to the trauma.

I'm having this. I hate it. It's like everything sets me off now.

 

[Aves]

I'm having this. I hate it. It's like everything sets me off now.

It’s so shit isn’t it? I feel so defeated when it’s like that, I know that this is what happens in life but I have a hard time accepting it.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I was reading about someone who said they used to have BPD. It's like, that's something you can actually overcome? And how do you do it? lol

 

[anona123]

I'm taking the approach that you can't - that I have to accept I have personality disorders and be very careful with all my interactions and decision making. For me the real issue was being self aware.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sometimes it's hard to feel that anyone genuinely cares, and that's a horrible feeling.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm never purposely mean to people, and try not to be even on accident. But even so, people end up disliking me and I'm not sure why. I can say it's very hurtful and I'm sure I'll end up alone.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I might just drink again because fuck these feelings. I'm done with feeling anything.

 

[Ash600]

I might just drink again because fuck these feelings. I'm done with feeling anything.

At times can be a good move to make

....is what I've been doing for the last few hours

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

At times can be a good move to make

....is what I've been doing for the last few hours

It disconnects me from reality, and that can be good at times when it gets to be too much.

 

[Ash600]

It disconnects me from reality, and that can be good at times when it gets to be too much.

Yeah.... a temporary release from the shitstorm which we inhabit