I read your thread and feel for you in this situation. I get angry when I see you and others being treated in this way when you may not have many options and no one needs this on their mind constantly. I understand thoughts that keep pointing to the end and how torturous they can be, creating hopeless feelings. Nobody should ever have to feel like this IMO especially just trying to live their life with loved ones or pets. I hope the best for you and wish you well.
