1. ChimeraMonster

    Venting No future

    It's not that I only don't think I have a future. I can't imagine a future that works. Everything I see a few years from now is... Bleak. I see people making plans and looking forward and I envy them. I envy the fact that they have the opportunity and strength and the capability of wishing for...
  2. ChimeraMonster

    Do people really enjoy existing?

    I mean, do they really? How can someone enjoy life? Like, the normal life. Wake up, work 9-5, 5 days a week, go home, take care of things, take care of other people, go to sleep, wake up go to work... I understand people finding one or two moments on their existence fun, but is it worth it? is...
  3. dying_inside

    Ideas & Opinions What is supposed to help?

    Im currently IP after an attempt. After a few days of comatose state, i started feeling more myself, but all that happened IP was talking about my history (current psych and pdoc are on vacation), getting more meds, some visits from mom and all the rest is pure boredom. How are they supposed to...
  4. Tana

    Is it selfish/pointless to live like this? *could be triggering*

    Please don't read this if you're not in a good place, I just need to get it off my chest... I guess, what I want is people saying, "Oh no, it's not", but really, just, I don't know anymore. If there's hope I want to stay a little longer and make a change but, it seems like there's no hope at...
  5. zuicidalgoth

    tired of trying and confused.

    so when i first came to this site i was excited to be around these amazingly strong and brave people. so this site means everything to me. i have severe ocd so ocd tends to trigger on things that you care and cherish. becuz of that im scared shitless that i would post something inappropriate or...
  6. U

    All around, seems like I'm not good enough

    Here's some background: I am attending college, have been for four years. My academics have been all over the place as it seems like one semester can be more difficult than another, which results in lower grades. I went to college straight out of high school and have always felt as though I...