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I’ve been to embarrassed to write about it. But today I decided that it’s time to let it out. Four years ago when I went to new school I met a guy. I felt in love with him . He wasn’t popular or handsome. Nothing special but I went crazy about him. After a year of being too shy and him liking...

I tried to make myself better. I tried to be a better person. I tried to let people help me. I wanted so bad to get well. But all I am is lost. All I am is empty. And I will always feel lonely, Even tho imI not alone. No one could possibly help me. No one could always be there. There will...

I just witnessed my father blatantly and literally say that if he were a boss or manager, he would never hire anybody just because they had a history of being mentally ill. I became furious at this. He is my father, I also live with him. I am angry, but I hide my feelings of contempt for him...

I need warm vibes or thoughts or what ever belief system people have, to send my way. I have grand jury this Wednesday, for a day. I am on the jury and it is my fifth day serving this year. It is very painful to me and I tried to find my story on my previous post to add this to it, but I will...

My head hurts and I feel so lonely. Maybe there is going to be a breakthrough of some sort, but I feel horrible. Thank you for listening to me ache over and over. I remember everyone who responds and it is kind of them.

Summer is ending:( Booo. Along with it the relaxation of; let's face it laziness;). If you've read my story you know that I have had two extensive domestic abuse ex-relationships . One that blessed me with two sons, now 21 and 18. The other with a wonderous blessing of my only beautiful...

I have been screaming in my head for 2 weeks, I cant take it anymore, at first hurting myself seemed to quiet it but its less and less effective and I cannot escalate much further without causing permanent damage which is counter productive. Does anyone know a way, preferably a...