Are some people doomed to die sooner than others? They never ever had any chances with anything in their lifetime? No matter their actions? Just a...
I don't want to keep fighting and trying.
Giving up would be so much easier that facing my life.
I don't want to keep fighting and distracting from intrusive thoughts. Giving up would be so much easier.
I want to be selfish for once and not care about anyone else. I don't want to continue, I want to give up.