I tried to make myself better.
I tried to be a better person.
I tried to let people help me.
I wanted so bad to get well.
But all I am is lost....
Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just...
Are some people doomed to die sooner than others? They never ever had any chances with anything in their lifetime? No matter their actions? Just a...
I don't want to keep fighting and trying.
Giving up would be so much easier that facing my life.
I don't want to keep fighting and distracting from intrusive thoughts. Giving up would be so much easier.
I want to be selfish for once and not care about anyone else. I don't want to continue, I want to give up.