I just found out that my dad's uncle passed away. My parents want me to come home for a few days for the funeral. I do not know if I am ready to go home. My parents would want to talk to me and there are things that I really do not want to tell them. Just thinking about my parents coming to visit me makes me anxious. And then there is my mom. She does not like some of the people on my dad's side of the family. And there is also school. I have deferred exams, but my parents do not know that I deferred them.