2 of my friends are currently mad at me and and aren't talking with me. One is my roommate which makes it really hard. I'm really struggling and need help from my friends though but since their mad at me I feel like I can't bring my feelings of depression and thoughts of suicide up to them without sounding manipulative. I don't want to tell them because I want them to not be mad at me, though I would like them to not be mad at me, but I don't want to sound manipulative. It's been over a day now and I haven't heard a word from them or seen either of them. What should I do?