life

Hello everyone, I discovered this site earlier this year around January I think and it did really help me but I discontinued using it because I found myself getting a little happier. Now, I went through a shitty break up last year which triggered this great depression inside of me. I also got...

My entire life can be summed up as a series of miseries with occasional short breaks never lasting more than a few months. -Born -Big brother would hit me as soon as I could crawl (video evidence) -Dad had bad temper... -Just as my dad started easing off I started getting bullied at school...

Why did my brain choose March to suddenly start remember all this stuff that happened years ago. Why now? Why did memories have to come back and interrupt and mess up my life. I want it to be what it was. I hate what it is now.

I never posted a topic in any forum, but I think, I'm at my limit I HATE MY LIFE.. all of the negative things that you can think may you see on me.. some people deserves honor if they did something good in a community. some people deserves a happy/good life if they are born in a right...

that it would be so much easier if I no longer existed. I wouldn't have to study for finals. I wouldn't have to face my parents again. I wouldn't have to deal with intrusive memories and intrusive thoughts

I haven't been on here for a few years. Nothings really changed. Stopped therapy and meds as my doctors kept cancelling my appointments, just had enough of it all. And the people in my therapy group were really judgemental. Made me feel crappy. One to one therapy wasn't for me, it was just...

I'm feeling really sick and tired of being disappointed in life with experience after experience and am starting to feel that life isn't worth living. Can't find any strong and stable source of income online that I can feel confident in. I'm completely haunted by failure after failure from the...