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  1. Organicmaplesyurp

    Nothing Works...

    Hello everyone, I am new to this forum. I need advice that will actually work. Something I haven't heard before. I applogize if my post comes across as sounding snarky, I'm just tired and desperate. I have had clinical depression for several years. In this time, I have seen therapists, taken...
  2. lightning05

    Here we go again

    Depression has slowly crept back into my life and with it, the suicidal thoughts. I constantly feel lonely. I constantly feel down. I constantly wonder if this is a cycle I am going to have to deal with forever. I want to seek help but with my new insurance plan I can't afford it. I can barely...
  3. MommyOf1

    I've also had a strained relationship with Mother

    My Mother and I are both very strong minded individuals. My Mother is a control freak, she always has been and always will be. She can be vindictive and down right nasty at times but she's my Mother and I do love her. When I found out that I was pregnant with my daughter, my Mother was very...
  4. lightning05

    Trapped in an Endless Cycle

    I'm so unhappy. Over the past few months I have been juggling school with weekly exams and assignments, a full time job, and an internship. In another month I have to take national board exams to get licensed in my career. I have been trying to stay off of SH for a while to see where I was...
  5. C

    Lonely and bored

    Ok so I'm 22 and I can't work because of my mental problems, which is fine but I noticed how boring and lonely I get just sitting at home. I don't drive and I'm working on getting a license but even if I did drive there's nowhere fun to really go. I've been really sad about the loneliness and...
  6. lightning05

    Too Lonely

    Lately I have been feeling this overwhelming lonliness. I could be in a room full of people and still feel lonely. I've cried about it so much today, even crying at work in the bathroom stall so no one would see. I feel like this lonliness is eating me from the inside out and it hurts so badly...
  7. Ive

    NOT FAIR

    It's not fair! Why i'm always the one who being left alone in the end!? Why did i trust people so much!!? They're the one who betrayed me!! But why it's always them who got the happy ending?! Why couldn't i get one too?? Why i'm the one who drowning in despair? Why couldn't i be happy...
  8. Ive

    Is it okay?

    Is it okay to wanting to sleep forever? Is it selfish? Is it okay to leave everything in this life just like this? Is it okay to left my parents and siblings like this? Will my family and my best friends disappointed and sad when they find me asleep later? I kept asking myself that whenever i...
  9. lightning05

    Bad Day

    I am new here and just needed somewhere to write my feelings where I wouldn't be judged. Tears keep falling out of my eyes. I know I am not going to do anything and I don't want to but the thought is there and it hurts so badly. Just hoping that when I wake up tomorrow the feeling will go away...
  10. BlueHealingHeart

    Consumed by the darkness

    ****Triggering warning**** This will probably be my last post for awhile. I have severe depression and suffer with PTSD and low self esteem due to being abused for 3 and half years. I got out of a abusive relationship and I'm easily triggered by things. Everyone keeps suggesting that I go out...
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