self harm

  1. Rockclimbinggirl

    Memories keep coming back *may trigger

    Why do they keep coming back. I do not want to remember more. I hate the sensation of wanting to flee yet being frozen at the same time. They are making me anxious and making me want to self harm.
  2. Rockclimbinggirl


    I am done. I want to give up.
  3. theonesatinthecorner

    Is this melodramatic?

    I have looked for help for several years now, receiving little or none. It is difficult, I don't want to sound like I am crying out for attention, but then I need the help. It's taken courage to even get to this point, I don't like talking to people about things like this. Yet I don't think I am...
  4. imalone


    Today was back to school after 2 weeks off, most people just hate going back because of learning, but its different with me. I'm scared to walk the halls without being pushed over or insulted, I'm scared to put my hand up in lessons for fear of being wrong and being made fun of, I'm scared to be...
  5. Tiger

    I want to commit suicide but not die

    This is weird. I have my suicide planned out - I have almost everything ready down to the date and time and method. But I can't figure out if I want to die or not? I just want to be taken seriously, I guess. It is extremely hard feeling valid when you're a teenage girl with depression. Online...
  6. M

    Never ending bad thoughts

    About 7 years ago I was raped. It was horrible but for 2 years I tried to pretend it was consentual so I didnt have to face it. Well I got severe PTSD anxiety depression. You name it. I have been in and out of many hospitals dor suicide and self harm. I cant get the thought of suicide out of my...
  7. Upsetti

    Tonight is horrible

    I don't really know what happened, but this is the worst I've felt in a while. My depression has been pretty well under control as of lately, but these last few weeks have been horrible. I harmed for the first time in months. Tonight I feel like I'm going to again. I've let down a lot of...
  8. Dante

    This is too much.

    I'm just about used up, I have nothing left to keep going, im not just reflexively wishing for an end to it all when things are particularly shit, and im not just faring tomorrow, I actively dont want tomorrow to come, I want it all to end today. When I think about the future I know only 1...
  9. Rockclimbinggirl

    I want to SH

    I really want to give in again today. I am a failure.
  10. imalone

    Why do I even try?

    It's been a while since I've been active on this site as I thought i was getting better. But I was wrong. Recently I've been upset and angry ALL the time. I've never wanted to eat, I've never been able to sleep (and when I do it's for about 5 minutes and usually about myself committing suicide)...