pain

  1. Scytaic

    What if there's only pain after death?

    I don't really believe in a specific religion or really even believe in God. I do believe in demons/ghosts/whatever they are from my own experiences though. I don't know if they are just a different species but sometimes I worry that they're the energy of a person who has passed. And that makes...
  2. sisyphus

    A hurricane I've been fighting alone.

    I've been through some hard shit in this year. Since New Years Eve I've been feeling completely down and felt like something really bad was about to happen. And it did, several times. My educational life, which was pretty much all that I had, has completely and absolutely collapsed, all the way...
  3. Grayeyes

    Pain and anxiety - over 65

    I’ve had CFS/ME ~30 years, which is progressive neurological illness and can cause one to be slowed or bedridden. It’s relatively obscure, about 10 million cases worldwide. Last month I got 2 new diagnoses which may or not be related but are also neurological. One is peripheral neuropathy in...
  4. NRW24

    I am afraid my life has no purpose

    I am afraid my life has no purpose. I don't think I'll ever get a job. I don't think I'll ever be loved my a woman, and I won't get to love a woman. I feel empty. I need kisses and hugs but women will never love me. I am too useless and immature and pathetic. I don't even enjoy reading...
  5. Rafs

    Be Thankful.

    So I've recently started writing whatever comes to my mind when I'm feeling more anxious and depressed as a way to calm me down and help me relax. I'll just share something I just now finished writing as I think it can help anyone struggling right now. Much love everyone, hugs. -Be Thankful...
  6. Dyreal95

    Cant see a future because of this...

    Sorry for my bad english. I am a 23 year old boy who have had suicidal thoughts for about 6 months now. I have always had low self esteem, but it have just gotten worse and worse the last couple of years, because of some bad choices i have made. It started 3-4 years ago where i would go on...
  7. sisyphus

    Family trouble

    I don't get along well with my family. My entire life I felt like they hated me. They have stopped and became "supportive", stopped the abuse (specially physical) bad everything. But they never noticed I was depressed, they ignored all of my mental health issues and have always put me as lazy...
  8. sisyphus

    Dealing with Depression

    I was recovering but I noticed that 2017 has been a whole down year. I went spiraling back again to my worst of moments and lately it has reached again the peak that leads to the end. But the end is now a problem that it wasn't before: I used to be alone, but while I was recovering, I had to...
  9. Jazlyn

    I'm very low

    Hi everyone hope your doing well. I'm not today. Everyone says its ok to go through the motions of depression but I hate it. I hate living with this parasite that takes over my brain. I try my hardest to be a good hearted person to put others before myself but why is it no one would ever do what...
  10. lightning05

    Neverending

    Does the pain of rape or sexual abuse ever go away? Lately I have been triggered so easily. I saw something in a show about a man beating up a woman and it immediately gave me flashbacks to when that happened to me.. now I've been reliving that anguish and I am trying to stop but I can't. I've...
  11. Kiba

    Fibromyalgia- How it is

    I found this video on Youtube of a guy who talks about his experience with Fibromyalgia and it really just does all the talking for me.. I relate a lot to what he says. I am frustrated with everything. And I wish I could do so much more. I'm tired of the stigma. I'm tired of hiding my pain. Some...
  12. Jonathan R.

    Superficial love and other matters

    How can I start this? I am feeling a bit close to the edge this week. I won't go over that edge, but I do feel a bit nearer to it. I have been quite tired this week, partially due to my schedule going early then late, etc. The other part is that my emotions are rather cyclical this week as well...
  13. HappilyEverAfter

    Finally putting an end to it all

    I'm a 19 y/o girl. I've been feeling very suicidal lately, and last Friday (so two days ago) I made an attempt. I'm inpatient at a psychiatric ward right now, but I think they'll let me out tomorrow. My eating disorder is getting worse and I don't see myself recovering, I can see everything...
  14. London

    Thoughts...Feelings...

    For whatever reason sometimes it feels nice to share thoughts with strangers so I felt like sharing... Here's something I just wrote out: People are quick to let you know, they know how you feel But they don't Do you know how it feels to live the worst day of your life over and over? Do you...
  15. Dante

    Love is a curse.

    In order to really get the full meaning here Im gonna have to back it up a bit, but trust me, ill get there quickly. If there is one drive that makes humanity what it is, it is the craving for more, we want more money, tastier food, faster cars, bigger homes, better tech, and this is because we...
  16. M

    Bad day

    So I'm going into self destruct mode. Things are bad with family college and friends. I'm not working, I have no motivation and this is my final year before I go to uni. I'm constantly arguing with my family. And I'm sleeping with loads of boys. I hurt someone I really care about by sleeping...
  17. S

    Not coping with Chronic illness

    What do you guys do when you have low moments? I'm feeling incredibly low tonight, in pain, tired but can't sleep and just feel alone. My hubby is on shift till 1 am tobight then on brekkie shift and I will be in work before he gets back so I won't see him until Saturday now. This month has...
  18. Dante

    How do I counter Anxiety?

    This is a bit long winded so I have put the lead-up in its own section that you can skip if you arent interested. ========================================================== I am living in a situation where I am under intense psychological pressure, not anything immediately traumatic but an...
  19. Dante

    The Butterfly Effect - Why you should never regret the past.

    It occurred to me a while ago that you should never regret the past if you are the slightest bit happy with who or where or what you are because the events of your past all had to happen to get you to who or what or where you are now, so if there is anything about your life you are happy about...
  20. Rockclimbinggirl

    I want it to stop (may trigger)

    I want the pain to stop. It hurts so much. I want the memories to stop. I don't want to keep remembering the insults said at me and being scared as a little girl. I don't want to remember being threatened and being scared she might kill me. I don't want to remember being in the park and...
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