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  1. lightning05

    Trapped in an Endless Cycle

    I'm so unhappy. Over the past few months I have been juggling school with weekly exams and assignments, a full time job, and an internship. In another month I have to take national board exams to get licensed in my career. I have been trying to stay off of SH for a while to see where I was...
  2. GoliathQueen

    I'm still suicidal

    I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder about two years ago and now my psychiatrist said I'm also bipolar. He prescribed Sodium Valproate and I think it does help in stabilizing my moods. I can control my urge to cut myself. But now I feel down most of the time. I feel empty and...
  3. lightning05

    Can't Drive

    Once again I can't get behind the wheel of my car because if I do I am going to crash. Today I am at complete rock bottom and I just want to fucking die. I am so sick of living and feeling like this. Idk how much longer I can keep on living this empty existence day in and day out. Waking up is...
  4. lightning05

    Zombie

    Every day this week I have been on auto pilot. This morning I am going to be late for work because I couldn't bring myself to get up. I feel like a zombie that is dead inside and I really wish something would happen that would cause my life to end. I am extremely lonely and sad. I don't even...
  5. imalone

    Alone With Dark Thoughts

    I haven't been online in a while and so much has been going on. I hope I don't bother anyone with this and I hope you are all doing okay. First of all this week has been exams, which I've never enjoyed. As my mental health has gone down much more recently I haven't been able to focus. I'm...
  6. eleanorhikari

    What it feels like lately

    So lately especially I've been taking extreme and quite sudden turns for the worst, lasting even just a day. And then the next day I'll be totally fine and positive. I've never been to see a professional about the way I behave... But I'm starting to believe there must be an explanation for the...
  7. U

    Why?

    WHY SHOULD I EVEN LIVE? Please just let me die please. I dont want to take another breath, its not worth it. Please. Let me die let me die let me die, please
  8. U

    Dont know what to do anymore (venting)

    Dont even know what to write. Im just desperate to keep myself occupied at the moment. Oh god i dont even know what i want to say. I mean yeah im safe and all but its kind of wishing i wasnt, you know? Like, no im not in any immediate danger but i wish i was. I want to be. I dont want to wake up...
  9. eleanorhikari

    Can't say anything

    I'm living in Japan at the moment. I tried to commit suicide in late February <mod edit> Obviously, I failed. I'm 21 and a student and live alone. But I haven't talked about it to anyone. I told people not to visit me in hospital, or if they did come I told them I was in there for a different...
  10. imalone

    I'm A Failure

    No matter what I do I feel like a failure. I've had an eating disorder for a while now and whenever I eat I feel like I'm a failure, but whenever I don't eat I feel like I'm letting down my friends when they tell me I should eat. They tell me I'm really skinny but I just don't see it. To me, I...
  11. Rockclimbinggirl

    Done

    I don't want to keep fighting and trying. Giving up would be so much easier that facing my life.
  12. lightning05

    I just want it to end

    Every day I dread waking up because I know that I will have to fight the urge to want to kill myself all day long. It is getting to be a tiring battle that I don't want to take part in anymore. I find no joy in anything and I keep thinking it would be such a good idea to just take my own life...
  13. theonesatinthecorner

    Is this melodramatic?

    I have looked for help for several years now, receiving little or none. It is difficult, I don't want to sound like I am crying out for attention, but then I need the help. It's taken courage to even get to this point, I don't like talking to people about things like this. Yet I don't think I am...
  14. Yeako

    I don't know what i'm doing anymore.

    okay, it is really hard for me to say so i thought typing it out would help... I hate my life. not in an angsty teen way, i just don't really feel like i want to be around anymore. i have made so many lists trying to find positives in my life and reasons to not try to end everything...but i can...
  15. lightning05

    Too afraid to drive

    I want to drive somewhere and get away, yet I'm too afraid to put myself behind the wheel. Where I live you have to get on the highway to get everywhere, and that right now is too much for me to handle. I know the temptation to hurt/kill myself while driving is there. It is so scary. The way I...
  16. imalone

    Why do I even try?

    It's been a while since I've been active on this site as I thought i was getting better. But I was wrong. Recently I've been upset and angry ALL the time. I've never wanted to eat, I've never been able to sleep (and when I do it's for about 5 minutes and usually about myself committing suicide)...
  17. A

    Given up on Life and feel like I have nothing to look forward to

    I'm feeling really sick and tired of being disappointed in life with experience after experience and am starting to feel that life isn't worth living. Can't find any strong and stable source of income online that I can feel confident in. I'm completely haunted by failure after failure from the...
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