suicide

So I was here on SF about a year ago. I have anxiety and depression that sometimes makes me feel suicidal. I got some help. I thought I was doing better. Tried some new medications. Between some medical, social, and psychological changes I made in my life, I thought things were looking up a bit...

This world is not worth the effort. The government is falling apart and corrudded with people who do not even beleive in liberty. This site is corruded with people who think it is bad to say why , 3 times , and who threw me off the site for more than 2 weeks for that . But people whos say that...

Hello forum members, in the last time I'm really often depressed and in bad mood. I've less money, no friends, no graduation... And 2 days ago I was robbed at the train station and I lost my pocket including important things like Perso, Credit Card, Money etc. I hate myself, I've stuck of...

I am 24 years old and I have been gay for like - forever. A closeted one to be specific. How do you live life when you have to deal with a homophobic, ex-police officer father and an overly religious mother who believes that the third sex is an abomination and anyone who is gay or lesbian is...

I'm a 19 y/o girl. I've been feeling very suicidal lately, and last Friday (so two days ago) I made an attempt. I'm inpatient at a psychiatric ward right now, but I think they'll let me out tomorrow. My eating disorder is getting worse and I don't see myself recovering, I can see everything...

Hi there, I wanted to share that I finally overcame my long-term suicidal feelings. I posted here last year and have been suicidal for a very long time. I suffer from psychoses and trauma and the medication made me lose all feelings of joy and love and become severely depressed. I felt...

I know a lot of people on here have wanted to die, me included. It's a horrible feeling and if you're going through that right now, I'm sending my love to you. Or hugs. Or chocolate. Or whatever you need <3 It isn't something that's going to turn your life around, but there's a video on YouTube...

Suffering extreme emotional/psychological torment from being in a 2 year relationship with a woman with BPD/NPD traits. Painful memories are consuming my mind. I feel hopeless and helpless to stop the agony I feel. She couldn't have made me feel any less of a human being than I've felt and...

I don't really know where to begin with this. I have a personality disorder that makes it hard for me to connect with people on an emotional level sometimes. And I feel like it's affecting my relationship negatively. My partner has bipolar depression and for the last several months, things have...

Just wondered what other people think... when you've gone through such heart-wrenching pain and overwhelming challenges in life for most of your life that you've wanted to end it and have planned to at various times, but didn't, and so you can feel a sense of strength that you've chosen to fight...

And that is totally practical. I know people encourage others and help them. I don't know if I wanted that, or maybe I do want that and just can't admit that to myself. I had a bad childhood and I wish things were different. I was suicidal over my childhood, yes. My dad was a monster, a true...

My family has brought me to the point where I just want to die and get my life over with fast. My sister (16)constantly bullies me and she fights me although if i fight her it's an automatic sin in the eyes of my parents. My brother (8) gets his way no matter what and is always "right", as well...

I grew up in a family of 9 siblings, my mom was my dad's second wife, I am her first child. I feel like I was never loved, I don't think that she never loved me, just that she had to show impartiality toward me when my half brothers and sisters were all staring at her every move, so she was...

There are loads of posts here about music. I love it - I listen to a huge amount and have very eclectic taste. But when I'm in a dark place, I have googled songs about suicide. Morbid, but I've googled far worse when particularly unwell, as I'm sure we all have. There are more than you'd think...

Guys I recently read this book. And it was amazing. I just loved it so much. I just so felt Ellery's thought processes. I think this book is so, so special and if anyone has read it, let me know! It's called 'Teach Me To Forget' by Erica M. Chapman and it's about a girl called Ellery. Ellery is...

I am currently 24 years old, and I have been suffering from depression since high school and I didn't expect my life would be so fucked up as it is today. I have been doing my very best to fight this condition and I may have prolonged my life but not cure it. If only I can find a cure but there...

My respect for goodness and beauty was immense all my life. Though you all deserted me and left me alone and totally isolated for so many years, without the slightest guilt or insanity from my part (I still can tell and I still remember everything). No one wants me and everyone pushed me to...

So, having told my story in brief in another post, I thought I would spend some time reflecting upon what it actually feels like to be mental. I don't mean for that to sound flippant - it's simply my way of dealing with it. And because I imagine this is going to be somewhat cathartic, I'm going...

My family is full of homophobic b*stards and I feel lucky if I live through another holiday. I can't go into details anymore because I feel like I am losing it.

I've never said this before, "I want to be dead". Usually, I'll have suicidal thoughts and feelings, and know that they scare me and know that I'm too cowardly to take my own life. I've come to terms with death now though, and with killing myself. I can't live through this emotional pain any...