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  1. Talia862

    I really want to die

    I am feeling so miserable tonight. My RA (rhemuatoid arthritis) is terrible lately- I am in constant physical pain that is driving me out of my mind. I keep taking pills to help but nothing works for very long. Pretty soon I'm going to need a walker everywhere I go and I already need a...
  2. Rockclimbinggirl

    Taking yourself to the ER

    So I tried to kill myself with method. I did not get that far before I got freaked out and took myself to the ER. I guess it could be considered SH more than an attempt.
  3. some_random_name

    You have me :( (Trigger warning)

    I fuck up, I mess up and sadly you have me. You're stuck with a losing horse. I am not that smart. I make average grades and I'm sad all the time but as you may be stuck with me I am blessed with you. Thank you for sticking around or I would be sticking around the ceiling in pieces.
  4. Butterfly

    At what point should you be concerned about suicidal ideation?

    I apologise to all if this is triggering and for the length of this post, but this has been something that has been playing on my mind for a long time and I really feel like I need to discuss it to get it out of my system. I have suffered with suicidal ideation many times over the past 12 or so...
  5. Rockclimbinggirl

    Wishing that I was dead

    I am wishing that I had a way to end this all. I know that suicide isn't the answer but I really don't know what else to do.
  6. eleanorhikari

    I just told my parents...

    I'm their youngest daughter thousands of miles away from home in another country and I finally just sent my parents probably the most difficult thing I ever wrote telling them about my attempted suicide in February. It's sent now so no going back, but I'm waiting for a reply and I am just...
  7. U


    WHY SHOULD I EVEN LIVE? Please just let me die please. I dont want to take another breath, its not worth it. Please. Let me die let me die let me die, please
  8. A

    I see no point for living anymore.

    Hello. First of all, i'm sorry if my english is bad, english is not my native languange. So, here's my story. I'm from indonesia,i'm 19 y.o, my family is not rich but not poor as well. my father used to have a really decent job, until i was 12 years old and my father retire from his job. We...
  9. C


    Hey. I've suffered with depression on and off since I was 18, I'm now 34. I've tried various anti-depressants and landed on Venlafaxine as it helped through one episode. Last year I sank into a severe depression that resulted in an attempt on my life, somewhat unconsciously - unplanned etc. I...
  10. C

    Being called by the spirit of Death

    I constantly feel like my death is coming closer every waking moment. Sometimes I fear it, other times I welcome it and research ways to get it over with. <Mod Edit Methods> But I haven't gone through with it yet. I made a measly attempt half a year ago <Edit - Methods>, but it only left me...
  11. Rockclimbinggirl

    I want to give up

    I want to be selfish for once and not care about anyone else. I don't want to continue, I want to give up.
  12. Tiger

    I want to commit suicide but not die

    This is weird. I have my suicide planned out - I have almost everything ready down to the date and time and method. But I can't figure out if I want to die or not? I just want to be taken seriously, I guess. It is extremely hard feeling valid when you're a teenage girl with depression. Online...
  13. R


    two weeks ago totally out of the blue my boyfriend of two years broke up with me saying he can't cope with his depression anymore (the first is heard of it) and needed to take a step back from our relationship which I understood as I have PTSD and knew what he needed right now was me as a friend...
  14. S

    How do you get help if you can't ask

    How do you ask for help to stop you doing something if you can't ask for help. This is impossible
  15. M

    Never ending bad thoughts

    About 7 years ago I was raped. It was horrible but for 2 years I tried to pretend it was consentual so I didnt have to face it. Well I got severe PTSD anxiety depression. You name it. I have been in and out of many hospitals dor suicide and self harm. I cant get the thought of suicide out of my...
  16. Upsetti

    Tonight is horrible

    I don't really know what happened, but this is the worst I've felt in a while. My depression has been pretty well under control as of lately, but these last few weeks have been horrible. I harmed for the first time in months. Tonight I feel like I'm going to again. I've let down a lot of...
  17. Dante

    This is too much.

    I'm just about used up, I have nothing left to keep going, im not just reflexively wishing for an end to it all when things are particularly shit, and im not just faring tomorrow, I actively dont want tomorrow to come, I want it all to end today. When I think about the future I know only 1...
  18. D

    Friend Died Last Week

    Almost exactly a week ago (minus about 30 minutes), a close friend of mine was found dead. The police say it was a suicide <mod edit- methods>. He was about to graduate, and recently got accepted to Graduate School. He was one of the happiest people I've ever known, and when we heard the news...