suicide

I have always found that bringing someone though the path you took to reach knowledge or wisdom makes it that much easier to understand its full meaning, so I hope you dont mind if I take the long way around. Back in university I became very depressed and continually tried to get the most out...

When you are depressed you can often feel worthless, you look at your life and the lives of those around you and see that you don't matter, and often when you are depressed you withdraw so completely that you have already taken yourself out of the world so taking that last step and ending it all...

My roommate just told me I have 2 months to move out and find my own place to live. I'm up for the challenge of it, but I'm so f***ing afraid of being alone. She literately just told me this minutes ago, and the first thing that came to my mind is how no one will talk to me, how I won't see...

I'm not sure what there is I can do anymore. Everything seems like an uphill battle, and every time something good happens, something equally as bad happens. One thing I am good at is not skipping any details, so this might be lengthy, but I need to get this out of my system. I'm 21 years old...

My entire life can be summed up as a series of miseries with occasional short breaks never lasting more than a few months. -Born -Big brother would hit me as soon as I could crawl (video evidence) -Dad had bad temper... -Just as my dad started easing off I started getting bullied at school...

Originally this was just a vague impression which solidified when I tried to explain it to a friend, but it seemed to have an impact so I figured I should post it here, of course slightly altered so its not so specific to my friend: Many people out there hate life, and many of those have good...

I am feeling so miserable tonight. My RA (rhemuatoid arthritis) is terrible lately- I am in constant physical pain that is driving me out of my mind. I keep taking pills to help but nothing works for very long. Pretty soon I'm going to need a walker everywhere I go and I already need a...

So I tried to kill myself with method. I did not get that far before I got freaked out and took myself to the ER. I guess it could be considered SH more than an attempt.

I fuck up, I mess up and sadly you have me. You're stuck with a losing horse. I am not that smart. I make average grades and I'm sad all the time but as you may be stuck with me I am blessed with you. Thank you for sticking around or I would be sticking around the ceiling in pieces.

I apologise to all if this is triggering and for the length of this post, but this has been something that has been playing on my mind for a long time and I really feel like I need to discuss it to get it out of my system. I have suffered with suicidal ideation many times over the past 12 or so...

I am wishing that I had a way to end this all. I know that suicide isn't the answer but I really don't know what else to do.

I'm their youngest daughter thousands of miles away from home in another country and I finally just sent my parents probably the most difficult thing I ever wrote telling them about my attempted suicide in February. It's sent now so no going back, but I'm waiting for a reply and I am just...

WHY SHOULD I EVEN LIVE? Please just let me die please. I dont want to take another breath, its not worth it. Please. Let me die let me die let me die, please

Hello. First of all, i'm sorry if my english is bad, english is not my native languange. So, here's my story. I'm from indonesia,i'm 19 y.o, my family is not rich but not poor as well. my father used to have a really decent job, until i was 12 years old and my father retire from his job. We...

Hey. I've suffered with depression on and off since I was 18, I'm now 34. I've tried various anti-depressants and landed on Venlafaxine as it helped through one episode. Last year I sank into a severe depression that resulted in an attempt on my life, somewhat unconsciously - unplanned etc. I...

I constantly feel like my death is coming closer every waking moment. Sometimes I fear it, other times I welcome it and research ways to get it over with. <Mod Edit Methods> But I haven't gone through with it yet. I made a measly attempt half a year ago <Edit - Methods>, but it only left me...

I want to be selfish for once and not care about anyone else. I don't want to continue, I want to give up.

This is weird. I have my suicide planned out - I have almost everything ready down to the date and time and method. But I can't figure out if I want to die or not? I just want to be taken seriously, I guess. It is extremely hard feeling valid when you're a teenage girl with depression. Online...

two weeks ago totally out of the blue my boyfriend of two years broke up with me saying he can't cope with his depression anymore (the first is heard of it) and needed to take a step back from our relationship which I understood as I have PTSD and knew what he needed right now was me as a friend...

How do you ask for help to stop you doing something if you can't ask for help. This is impossible