suicide

I have done so many unforgivable things in my past to people that I loved. they hurt just so I could relieve some stress. They let me put them down so that I could feel good. They let me hurt them so that I could feel okay. But i didn't realize that these things weren't okay!! I thought I was...

2 of my friends are currently mad at me and and aren't talking with me. One is my roommate which makes it really hard. I'm really struggling and need help from my friends though but since their mad at me I feel like I can't bring my feelings of depression and thoughts of suicide up to them...

My girlfriend, who suffered from untreated borderline personality disorder, committed suicide three months ago, and I haven't been able to avoid it, despite being well aware of her persistent suicidal ideas and having access to the means to do so. She tried three times before, and in each of...

trigger warning: substance abuse and suicide Not sure if this is the correct place, but sorry if not. I'm new to the forum. On Thursday I took <mod edit - method > I had some mild heart pain, but not a lot. I felt relatively euphoric. A little bit nauseous, but I wasn't sick until the morning...

Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just needed to pour it all out of my chest... __________ It can only get harder. It is downhill from now on. I gave up on all of my college duties. And I am...

I don't get along well with my family. My entire life I felt like they hated me. They have stopped and became "supportive", stopped the abuse (specially physical) bad everything. But they never noticed I was depressed, they ignored all of my mental health issues and have always put me as lazy...

I was on the way out this past June when someone saved me. Someone who had their own problems but to me they were a beautiful human being and I loved them. They told me wonderful things, they became my reason for living. Now over the last few weeks they have withdrawn into their own world and I...

for like 7 years I keep researching suicide methods because I so fucking badly want to die. But I'm so scared of it not working and waking up after failing or having permanent damage so I've never even attempted. When I hear about people in the news or whatever that have killed themselves I get...

Every day i cant stop thinking about it. Its not that i really want to kill myself, its just that i dont see the point in living anymore. Kinda like it wouldnt matter if i die, like when im walking down the street i think about <Mod Edit - Methods> just because i can and that it wouldnt matter...

I did it. Despite the abuse and bullshit you put me through, I moved and started a new life with a job I like in a new town. But the money I spent trying to reach happiness with you won’t come back and I’m drowning without it it. It won’t be long before I give in to the debt sharks. And your...

My junior year (an important year for college applications) I transferred to a really selective private college prep academy and my final year grades made me want to commit suicide. Everytime I happened to think about those grades I have the overwhelming feeling of wanting to kill myself. All...

I am struggling bad with the holidays. It just reminds me that I am rejected by family and do not have my own family. I can take food and go and give it to people at a community dinner. But I can barely stand the holiday and I think I have damage from being bullied all those years. I go through...

hey, it's been a long time since I've checked this forum but I'm feeling pretty bad so (excuse any english mistakes as it is not my first language) okay, so my point is I just don't feel like living, I mean I never asked for it, I've just been thrown in a mercyless world and expected to work my...

Sorry for my bad english. I am a 23 year old boy who have had suicidal thoughts for about 6 months now. I have always had low self esteem, but it have just gotten worse and worse the last couple of years, because of some bad choices i have made. It started 3-4 years ago where i would go on...

I haven’t posted in awhile. I don’t know why. Busy, worried, unsure if it’s helpimg. I dunno. But I’ve been spiraling ever downward on my path of paranoia and delusions. My morbid curiosity has also surged and I’m finding myself entirely too interested in disturbing things. I’m really struggling...

I used to have everything, a Girlfriend, Good Grades, friends and I’ve lost it all within the space of a month, everyone says I’m going nowhere and to be frank. I’m not. I want to die but I can’t kill my self, I’m too much of a coward to do so

My brother has been diagnosed bipolar and has threatened suicide for over a year now and even attempted it once, hes been brought to the hospital multiple times when hes depressed and it doesn't seem to help because they let him go after a few days. He doesnt take his prescribed medication at...

I've been feelin especially suicidal lately mostly due to medical problems. It's hard that I've worked on this crap for so long and finally, finally found the right mix of meds to help me and now I'm forced back into this endless cycle of crap. I'm just so tired. This next bit isn't terribly...

Have anyone had a dream about suicide? Or I am the only one?

There was a guy who was in the same high school as I was. We both were around 18 years old back then. He was pretty much like I am: decent, mild-mannered and thoughtful. He was more like an acquaintance than a friend of me. We met each other just occasionally in the high school. Sometimes we had...