suicide

I was on the way out this past June when someone saved me. Someone who had their own problems but to me they were a beautiful human being and I loved them. They told me wonderful things, they became my reason for living. Now over the last few weeks they have withdrawn into their own world and I...

for like 7 years I keep researching suicide methods because I so fucking badly want to die. But I'm so scared of it not working and waking up after failing or having permanent damage so I've never even attempted. When I hear about people in the news or whatever that have killed themselves I get...

Every day i cant stop thinking about it. Its not that i really want to kill myself, its just that i dont see the point in living anymore. Kinda like it wouldnt matter if i die, like when im walking down the street i think about <Mod Edit - Methods> just because i can and that it wouldnt matter...

I did it. Despite the abuse and bullshit you put me through, I moved and started a new life with a job I like in a new town. But the money I spent trying to reach happiness with you won’t come back and I’m drowning without it it. It won’t be long before I give in to the debt sharks. And your...

My junior year (an important year for college applications) I transferred to a really selective private college prep academy and my final year grades made me want to commit suicide. Everytime I happened to think about those grades I have the overwhelming feeling of wanting to kill myself. All...

I am struggling bad with the holidays. It just reminds me that I am rejected by family and do not have my own family. I can take food and go and give it to people at a community dinner. But I can barely stand the holiday and I think I have damage from being bullied all those years. I go through...

hey, it's been a long time since I've checked this forum but I'm feeling pretty bad so (excuse any english mistakes as it is not my first language) okay, so my point is I just don't feel like living, I mean I never asked for it, I've just been thrown in a mercyless world and expected to work my...

Sorry for my bad english. I am a 23 year old boy who have had suicidal thoughts for about 6 months now. I have always had low self esteem, but it have just gotten worse and worse the last couple of years, because of some bad choices i have made. It started 3-4 years ago where i would go on...

I haven’t posted in awhile. I don’t know why. Busy, worried, unsure if it’s helpimg. I dunno. But I’ve been spiraling ever downward on my path of paranoia and delusions. My morbid curiosity has also surged and I’m finding myself entirely too interested in disturbing things. I’m really struggling...

I used to have everything, a Girlfriend, Good Grades, friends and I’ve lost it all within the space of a month, everyone says I’m going nowhere and to be frank. I’m not. I want to die but I can’t kill my self, I’m too much of a coward to do so

My brother has been diagnosed bipolar and has threatened suicide for over a year now and even attempted it once, hes been brought to the hospital multiple times when hes depressed and it doesn't seem to help because they let him go after a few days. He doesnt take his prescribed medication at...

I've been feelin especially suicidal lately mostly due to medical problems. It's hard that I've worked on this crap for so long and finally, finally found the right mix of meds to help me and now I'm forced back into this endless cycle of crap. I'm just so tired. This next bit isn't terribly...

Have anyone had a dream about suicide? Or I am the only one?

There was a guy who was in the same high school as I was. We both were around 18 years old back then. He was pretty much like I am: decent, mild-mannered and thoughtful. He was more like an acquaintance than a friend of me. We met each other just occasionally in the high school. Sometimes we had...

So I was here on SF about a year ago. I have anxiety and depression that sometimes makes me feel suicidal. I got some help. I thought I was doing better. Tried some new medications. Between some medical, social, and psychological changes I made in my life, I thought things were looking up a bit...

This world is not worth the effort. The government is falling apart and corrudded with people who do not even beleive in liberty. This site is corruded with people who think it is bad to say why , 3 times , and who threw me off the site for more than 2 weeks for that . But people whos say that...

Hello forum members, in the last time I'm really often depressed and in bad mood. I've less money, no friends, no graduation... And 2 days ago I was robbed at the train station and I lost my pocket including important things like Perso, Credit Card, Money etc. I hate myself, I've stuck of...

I am 24 years old and I have been gay for like - forever. A closeted one to be specific. How do you live life when you have to deal with a homophobic, ex-police officer father and an overly religious mother who believes that the third sex is an abomination and anyone who is gay or lesbian is...

I'm a 19 y/o girl. I've been feeling very suicidal lately, and last Friday (so two days ago) I made an attempt. I'm inpatient at a psychiatric ward right now, but I think they'll let me out tomorrow. My eating disorder is getting worse and I don't see myself recovering, I can see everything...

Hi there, I wanted to share that I finally overcame my long-term suicidal feelings. I posted here last year and have been suicidal for a very long time. I suffer from psychoses and trauma and the medication made me lose all feelings of joy and love and become severely depressed. I felt...